I can’t look at the mirror anymore

[Flanked]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

 

[Deleted member 31767]

I yearn for the days when I thought that solving my teen acne was the furthest I had to go. Now I realize just how deep the rabbit hole goes...

 

[Debetro]

Trust me, It will pass. I also was looking at myself for hours everyday analyzing what's wrong with me. I even got a small mirror, so along a big mirror, I could see myself in every possible angle and inverted.

 

[MTMM]

I yearn for the days when I thought that solving my teen acne was the furthest I had to go. Now I realize just how deep the rabbit hole goes...

it started with skincare,then injecting growth hormone to grow and i said i will never take roids,now i take roids and i will also take accutane

 

[Flanked]

Trust me, It will pass. I also was looking at myself for hours everyday analyzing what's wrong with me. I even got a small mirror, so along a big mirror, I could see myself in every possible angle and inverted.

I hope…

 

[Flanked]

I yearn for the days when I thought that solving my teen acne was the furthest I had to go. Now I realize just how deep the rabbit hole goes...

Irreversible damage

 

[Reformed]

Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain

I’m so so sorry

 

[extremchange628181]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

Sare Situation bro can relate

 

[Debetro]

I’m so so sorry

What's your age btw? 16?

 

[Deleted member 31767]

Irreversible damage

I am mentally fucked for life tbh

 

[Linoob]

Could just be BDD. Feel free to DM pics if you want an honest review.

 

[Reformed]

What's your age btw? 16?

About half way through 18

 

[MTMM]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

i mean you havent killed yourself,for now

 

[Debetro]

About half way through 18

Have much you approximately grew from 16?

 

[Flanked]

i mean you havent killed yourself,for now

I just consider it pathetic, doesn’t mean I never wished for it

 

[Flanked]

Could just be BDD. Feel free to DM pics if you want an honest review.

Very against sharing pics, especially here

Not anything with you in particular, I just don’t trust anyone much

 

[MTMM]

I just consider it pathetic, doesn’t mean I never wished for it

i would never kms tbh,i would just go to school with a gun,i dont hate myself i just hate this fag ppl

 

[Reformed]

Have much you approximately grew from 16?

I have no idea. Those were covid lockdown times which I was home all day obviously and didn’t check at all. I grew a lot but I don’t know how many inches and from were exactly

 

[autismmaxxer]

it passed for me after like 2 years of being blackpilled but only because I consciously took action and looked at alternative ways to live, if you do nothing and just rot it probably wont get better by itself

 

[Flanked]

it passed for me after like 2 years of being blackpilled but only because I consciously took action and looked at alternative ways to live, if you do nothing and just rot it probably wont get better by itself

Thanks for the insight, will look for a book to read

 

[horizontallytall]

Very true man . Acne was what caused me to give attention

I yearn for the days when I thought that solving my teen acne was the furthest I had to go. Now I realize just how deep the rabbit hole goes...

to looks at first place . I was 13 then

 

[EnglandBadman]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

Whats ur rating

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

I can only look in the mirror if im cheeksucking like a maniac

But for some reason when I look in a true mirror (mirrored mirror) I look mogger. Idk why

 

[EnglandBadman]

I can only look in the mirror if im cheeksucking like a maniac

But for some reason when I look in a true mirror (mirrored mirror) I look mogger. Idk why

Thats impossible

 

[Deleted member 30959]

Are u in school? Your situation described is very similar to mine

 

[bradpittshairline]

same since i was a kid

 

[Toby Aesthetics]

it started with skincare,then injecting growth hormone to grow and i said i will never take roids,now i take roids and i will also take accutane

realest thing I've seen all day

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Thats impossible

Yet somehow its the case for me

 

[pablona12]

my mind is killing me nigga

 

[1sleeep23]

I feel the exact same tbh, at times i think i look good. Others i wont even leave the house because of how i look, it’s over. Also getting heightmogged by foids is fucking brutal ik how it feels..

 

[Deleted member 31020]

Relatable

 

[Whatashame]

i always liked how i looked in the mirror. Pictures and non mirrored images were what made me noticed there was something wrong after braces

 

[Whatashame]

but now even in the mirror i descended. truly over.

 

[Deleted member 32529]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

Dnr but use coconut oil for shaving

 

[Scythian]

Real

 

[RAMU KAKA]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

Take action, do thumbpulling and shit

 

[zainab]

Wait till you discover that you look better in mirror than irl

 

[manletfuel]

vent post

So I have reached an obsessive level of judgement. I can’t look at the mirror or pictures and not seek for flaws. Every goddamn time I just hate what I see, skin is dry, lips are not ideal, hair is shit because of my last haircut when I could have simply maintained and I would be fine, cheekbones are not high enough, not enough zygo projection, chin to philtrum is awful, forward growth is mediocre, etc.

I disgust at my eyes, T50 with dark circles and the most average of shapes, and if I am totally relaxed my expression is as if I hate everyone around me.

Mind you, I do think I am a decent looking guy, better than the majority, but whenever I am doing any activity and someone bone mogs me, specifically bone mogs me, enters the room, I have to leave cause I loose all my focus. Not to mention height, 5’8 = pain, I don’t even care if a guy taller cause I just came to terms with reality, but a taller or same height girl, it’s shameful.

Its insanity, it reached a point where sometimes I waste too much time at the mirror looking in different angles just picking flaws all around.

The worst part is I have too much knowledge from spending time in this forum and EVERYDAY I put effort into bettering my looks: skin products, gym, jutting jaw forward cause of overbite, flexing face muscles, shaving every 2-3 days even when my skin gets severely irritated, vitamins and accutane.

Yet I NEVER feel fulfilled, it’s impossible.

Never have the phrase “ignorance is a bliss” been more true when it comes to lookism.

no angle fixes ur face...