I can't make myself go and do some work rn

[Panzram]

I can feel the laziness deep inside my bones, its the kinda tired sleep won't fix. I can go and earn 50 euros in 3-4 hours of weed whacking grass, I have already said I will do it today but the need to rot is too strong. This is one of the driving forces of my failiure in life, this deep felt tiredness and the need to procrastinate. Weird thing is once I get going, I can fucking go. But to start is so fucking hard.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Whenever I feel lazy I induce anxiety in myself telling myself Jason if you don't do this your life is over. You will always be a loser. Get up and go there if you have an ounce of self respect and care about your future

 

[Panzram]

Whenever I feel lazy I induce anxiety in myself telling myself Jason if you don't do this your life is over. You will always be a loser. Get up and go there if you an ounce of self respect and care about your future

That is true. I wonder what kinda weird brain chemistry I have going on. If I didn't have internet I would go and work since I would be too bored. Internet is of the devil.