I can't man

[ChristianChad]

I ask God to release me from this pain, all my life I've been shit on by others when I was nice. And my wrongdoings add up to the point I'm no longer innocent. This is difficult to accept. I haven't taken a deep breath in 5 years, I haven't slept in 5 years. I want to hurt those who are wronging me. My anger is building

 

[Frank Jack]

 

[ChristianChad]

Wait aren't you a nigger?

 

[ThatDjangoWalk]

Get out from here man, you are just wasting your time in this place (And this goes for everyone reading). What is the matter that is stucking with your head?

 

[ChristianChad]

Get out from here man, you are just wasting your time in this place (And this goes for everyone reading). What is the matter that is stucking with your head?

Yeah I'm wasting 2 hours on the internet doing dumb useless shit everyday, I'm an imbecile

I'm getting wronged by weak people that have powerful authority (psychiatrists, school)

 

[Frank Jack]

Wait aren't you a nigger?

Problem????

 

[ChristianChad]

Problem????

Lol ofc not my nigga

 

[ThatDjangoWalk]

I'm getting wronged by weak people that have powerful authority (psychiatrists, school)

What do they tell you? What is the problem with them? Be more open to them if you see that they worry genuinely about you, perhaps it is good to follow their advise if they do so.

 

[ChristianChad]

What do they tell you? What is the problem with them? Be more open to them if you see that they worry genuinely about you, perhaps it is good to follow their advise if they do so.

The don't want to help me. They see a destroyed pitiful man and they dance ontop of me. They are bitter. I don't understand how you can give someone this much authority over your own life, no matter who it is, unless it is God. For some people people of authority is their god

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Problem????

Big problem

 

[ThatDjangoWalk]

The don't want to help me. They see a destroyed pitiful man and they dance ontop of me. They are bitter. I don't understand how you can give someone this much authority over your own life, no matter who it is, unless it is God. For some people people of authority is their god

Of course, The Creator is always my Ultimate Authority on everything, great approach to life.

In regards to human beings, man it depends, since childhood we are brought up with the authority of our parents, then school, then the boss in the job, etc, i understand that the best is to always seek independence but sometimes it is simply not possible, for everything in this life we must rely on others somehow so the best we can do is to find the best people to rely on.

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

i cant man either. i can only boy