Deusmaximus
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During my whole early 20s i always wanted to have fun with girls or find a gf. Never had any success and now at 27 im still single. Never felt romance or love. Only had ons with very unattractive big landwhales +30s.
This destroys me so hard that i am totally unable to think about career or building something in my life. Why should i even do something if i have nothing to look for? The best time of my life is over. I can never have a family or a attractive wife. So why go to work in the morning like a slave? Just to be able to fuck a hooker once a week? All the rejections i had from girls during the last 10 years traumatized me totally. I went from a very confident motivated 18yr old with a lot of friends to a insecure autistic 27y loser without any friends or money.
Really dont know what i should do with my life.
This destroys me so hard that i am totally unable to think about career or building something in my life. Why should i even do something if i have nothing to look for? The best time of my life is over. I can never have a family or a attractive wife. So why go to work in the morning like a slave? Just to be able to fuck a hooker once a week? All the rejections i had from girls during the last 10 years traumatized me totally. I went from a very confident motivated 18yr old with a lot of friends to a insecure autistic 27y loser without any friends or money.
Really dont know what i should do with my life.