
MongolTurk
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It keeps getting more and more severe. I’m starting have dreams of us talking and whatnot on an almost daily basis, I daydream about us getting married and having kids and me having a purpose in life. She’s transcended being a crush, I think about her like I’ve never thought of anyone before and most likely never will again.
How does one cope with this, my friends are telling me to get closure, but walking into rejection from her seems like the most devastating thing that could possibly happen. When high school is over, she’ll be off to college, probably to pursue a hoe phase, and I won’t even be able to have what flew delusions I have now.
What does one do? I’m seriously considering heavy drug usage, valid or no?
How does one cope with this, my friends are telling me to get closure, but walking into rejection from her seems like the most devastating thing that could possibly happen. When high school is over, she’ll be off to college, probably to pursue a hoe phase, and I won’t even be able to have what flew delusions I have now.
What does one do? I’m seriously considering heavy drug usage, valid or no?