
sayso27
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i'm so fucking tired of looking like this.
whilst everyone else in their teen years was experiencing teen romance and going out and partying, i couldn't socialise and people would bully me for my appearance. i'm already ND and have shit social skills, but none of the personality improvenment and masking i do is enough to compensate for my appearance. none of my relationships have lasted more than 3 months. every day i want to kill myself, i avoid mirrors because my reflection is so fucking disgusting. i wouldn’t wish looking like this on anyone. sometimes i get teenage boys taking photos of me and laughing when i'm out in public. all the personality shit is cope if you're not MTN+, i've gone through so much self-improvement and i genuinely try to be a better caring person but i still don't pull for shit. liking someone feels like sexual harrassment because i'm so ugly. every day i greive all the social experiences i could've had if wasn't cursed with this face.
i want love more than anything,
i want to be loved more than i want to be alive,
but i’m not biologically destined for it.
why the fuck did god curse me with this face
whilst everyone else in their teen years was experiencing teen romance and going out and partying, i couldn't socialise and people would bully me for my appearance. i'm already ND and have shit social skills, but none of the personality improvenment and masking i do is enough to compensate for my appearance. none of my relationships have lasted more than 3 months. every day i want to kill myself, i avoid mirrors because my reflection is so fucking disgusting. i wouldn’t wish looking like this on anyone. sometimes i get teenage boys taking photos of me and laughing when i'm out in public. all the personality shit is cope if you're not MTN+, i've gone through so much self-improvement and i genuinely try to be a better caring person but i still don't pull for shit. liking someone feels like sexual harrassment because i'm so ugly. every day i greive all the social experiences i could've had if wasn't cursed with this face.
i want love more than anything,
i want to be loved more than i want to be alive,
but i’m not biologically destined for it.
why the fuck did god curse me with this face