ezet
True quiet kid 🇵🇱
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I can’t take this life shit anymore man. All I do for the past 3 weeks is
Wake up
Teeth
Breakfast (sometimes)
School
A little snack at school
School again
Go home
Laying down in bed for an hour max
Study
Breakfast
Study again
Few minute break
Study
texting with my homegirls for few mins (if you’re reading this I love you please don’t change yourself
)
Study again
Eat something small (I’m not tryna get fatter)
Shower
Watch something
Sleep
And I’m repeating this shit for the past 6 months I’m not gonna keep this shit for any longer. I have friends that support me but I only tell stuff my homegirl bc she is a person that understand me most. They know I’m on this site but I feel like they don’t really care.
The site is looksmax . Org but I can do anything about my looks beside being on a cut bc my fuckass father doesn’t care about anything. He makes me drink tea with sugar bc I’m gonna „fuck up my liver” while this motherfucker drinks alcohol every evening. He doesn’t let me take my protein powder bc he thinks „it’s for bulking” and from what I know it will help me overall. He doesn’t even accept the thing I don’t like to be touched and when I said it he came up to me and started touching my face and I still feel his hands on my face. But back to the topic I can’t do anything with my looks except going on a cut. I don’t have any money and he won’t even get me to doctor to get a prescription for accutane.
I’m fully dependent on my mom rn bc I will move out to her once summer break starts so we have a little hope.
I’m deeply depressed for the past one and a half year. I think of ending my shit everyday. Honestly it’s starting to become some kind of ambition, to kill myself one day.
I dont have a girlfriend. I had one a year ago now but she broke up with me on 22.04.25 and since she was in about 3 relationships while I wasn’t in a single one yet. It’s a big deal for me bc when I have a girlfriend I feel important,useful and actually loved. I grew up pretty much without my parents influence, I mean they were in my life but they didn’t rlly care about me. All I learned I learned by myself. The only thing I’m thankful for in my life is my friends,my club and my dog. He is the only person that will love me unconditionally. (football club that I’m a fan of) the other fans learned me how to protect my self/how to fight. And my friends are the only people that support but I accepted the truth that they will leave me once my problems will get more serious snd I won’t be able to be mentally healthy anymore.
Thanks for your attention
Wake up
Teeth
Breakfast (sometimes)
School
A little snack at school
School again
Go home
Laying down in bed for an hour max
Study
Breakfast
Study again
Few minute break
Study
texting with my homegirls for few mins (if you’re reading this I love you please don’t change yourself
)Study again
Eat something small (I’m not tryna get fatter)
Shower
Watch something
Sleep
And I’m repeating this shit for the past 6 months I’m not gonna keep this shit for any longer. I have friends that support me but I only tell stuff my homegirl bc she is a person that understand me most. They know I’m on this site but I feel like they don’t really care.
The site is looksmax . Org but I can do anything about my looks beside being on a cut bc my fuckass father doesn’t care about anything. He makes me drink tea with sugar bc I’m gonna „fuck up my liver” while this motherfucker drinks alcohol every evening. He doesn’t let me take my protein powder bc he thinks „it’s for bulking” and from what I know it will help me overall. He doesn’t even accept the thing I don’t like to be touched and when I said it he came up to me and started touching my face and I still feel his hands on my face. But back to the topic I can’t do anything with my looks except going on a cut. I don’t have any money and he won’t even get me to doctor to get a prescription for accutane.
I’m fully dependent on my mom rn bc I will move out to her once summer break starts so we have a little hope.
I’m deeply depressed for the past one and a half year. I think of ending my shit everyday. Honestly it’s starting to become some kind of ambition, to kill myself one day.
I dont have a girlfriend. I had one a year ago now but she broke up with me on 22.04.25 and since she was in about 3 relationships while I wasn’t in a single one yet. It’s a big deal for me bc when I have a girlfriend I feel important,useful and actually loved. I grew up pretty much without my parents influence, I mean they were in my life but they didn’t rlly care about me. All I learned I learned by myself. The only thing I’m thankful for in my life is my friends,my club and my dog. He is the only person that will love me unconditionally. (football club that I’m a fan of) the other fans learned me how to protect my self/how to fight. And my friends are the only people that support but I accepted the truth that they will leave me once my problems will get more serious snd I won’t be able to be mentally healthy anymore.
Thanks for your attention
