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hunnidrounds
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I hate my mannerisms, I hate how I fall for the same simple tricks everytime proving how extremely stupid I am. I'm legit scared of feeling any optimism or any joy cause I feel like I'm just going to get stabbed in the back like I always do.
Like I've been watching YouTube videos from the channel: Born in a corrupt system 9-5 but the coping mechanisms he talks about are ass. Wait decades and decades until your life is finally over? Yo I want this shit to be over with now. I can't endure, especially with this mental illness and depression. My brain is just too fucked up to continue like this, my common sense is shot and my disability is just going to be a magnet for more ridicule.
I hate people. I can't relate to nobody. Especially on this shitty site. Maybe @Vermilioncore, but it's like, I'm trying to hardcore rant and I just run into idiots on this site who must have the IQ of a pebble. Don't get me started on the people on SaSu, motherfuckers going back and forth about overdosing on Tylenol when they mentioned that they read it has a low chance of working but they just want to pussyfoot around.
I tried talking to my brother about I feel so disconnected and how Instagram seems stupid and boring and he replied saying "People have lives. They don't spend all day on their phone." MOTHERFUCKER! They spend all their time watching retards like Kai Cenat and IShowSpeed sit on their ass infront of a webcam and give them millions of views and followers and watch them get rich and afford things like Lamborghini 's while everyday people won't even see that type of money working a 9-5 and you expect me not to have a problem with it? It's funny cause he asked to borrow 10 bucks from me, okay nigga since you don't have a problem with this shit hop in their DM's and ask for a simple donation.
Like I've been watching YouTube videos from the channel: Born in a corrupt system 9-5 but the coping mechanisms he talks about are ass. Wait decades and decades until your life is finally over? Yo I want this shit to be over with now. I can't endure, especially with this mental illness and depression. My brain is just too fucked up to continue like this, my common sense is shot and my disability is just going to be a magnet for more ridicule.
I hate people. I can't relate to nobody. Especially on this shitty site. Maybe @Vermilioncore, but it's like, I'm trying to hardcore rant and I just run into idiots on this site who must have the IQ of a pebble. Don't get me started on the people on SaSu, motherfuckers going back and forth about overdosing on Tylenol when they mentioned that they read it has a low chance of working but they just want to pussyfoot around.
I tried talking to my brother about I feel so disconnected and how Instagram seems stupid and boring and he replied saying "People have lives. They don't spend all day on their phone." MOTHERFUCKER! They spend all their time watching retards like Kai Cenat and IShowSpeed sit on their ass infront of a webcam and give them millions of views and followers and watch them get rich and afford things like Lamborghini 's while everyday people won't even see that type of money working a 9-5 and you expect me not to have a problem with it? It's funny cause he asked to borrow 10 bucks from me, okay nigga since you don't have a problem with this shit hop in their DM's and ask for a simple donation.
