i cant to this shit no more

[onfoenem]

i keep thinking it will get better
but it just keeps getting worse
might have to blow my shit smoove off

 

[abzz!]

don't.

 

[NoExit]

everything i do backfires

 

[alurmo]

don't.

HTN Sometimes // 50mg Pablo Cola​

yeah this checks out OP dont get fooled

 

[abzz!]

HTN Sometimes // 50mg Pablo Cola​

yeah this checks out OP dont get fooled

listen to me op

 

[Noctiѕ]

don't.

i read that in bryson tillers voice

 

[onfoenem]

everything i do backfires

its like whatever i do is always wronh

 

[onfoenem]

listen to me op

 

[onfoenem]

don't.

give me a good reason

 

[Diyorldar]

never rope

You can always buy your way out

 

[abzz!]

give me a good reason

how do you look rn

 

[Deleted member 22518]

thats what i used to say my life sucked 24 7 now its good Bro

 

[onfoenem]

how do you look rn

lmtn

 

[onfoenem]

never rope

You can always buy your way out

i got a crisp hunnid in my bank account

 

[onfoenem]

thats what i used to say my life sucked 24 7 now its good Bro

welp i dont really feel like waiting you know

 

[abzz!]

lmtn

that's not even bad man, you can live a meaningful, purposeful life at that stage. im sure you're still not fully softmaxxed (i see a lot of retarded niggas telling others here "muhhg you're softmaxxed rn!" keep going, don't give up. life is worth living man

 

[Diyorldar]

i got a crisp hunnid in my bank account

Me and you both

 

[onfoenem]

that's not even bad man, you can live a meaningful, purposeful life at that stage. im sure you're still not fully softmaxxed (i see a lot of retarded niggas telling others here "muhhg you're softmaxxed rn!" keep going, don't give up. life is worth living man

thanks a lot dude, but im really starting to lose my shit.

 

[onfoenem]

Me and you both

i bought myself a dart board for a hunnid

 

[abzz!]

thanks a lot dude, but im really starting to lose my shit.

how come?

maybe it's just impatience.

patience is a very valuable life skill, and if you master it, life becomes that much easier

 

[abzz!]

i bought myself a dart board for a hunnid

based

 

[onfoenem]

how come?

maybe it's just impatience.

patience is a very valuable life skill, and if you master it, life becomes that much easier

25 was a terrible year for me, i cant live with myself lowkey. i dont feel much anymore im just wandering around waiting for change.

 

[Diyorldar]

i bought myself a dart board for a hunnid

I bought 3 tabs of acid and more test lol

 

[onfoenem]

based

nice shit, how much they weigh?

 

[onfoenem]

I more test lol

as soon as i move out im gonna do the same. even though its never gonna change my mindset lol

 

[abzz!]

nice shit, how much they weigh?

20g, i used to use 17g

im better with light / heavy. ik it sounds retarded but i can use 17g or 27g and ill be better than like 23g

 

[abzz!]

25 was a terrible year for me, i cant live with myself lowkey. i dont feel much anymore im just wandering around waiting for change.

what happened, if you don't mind me asking? you can dm if you want. here for you brother

 

[Diyorldar]

as soon as i move out im gonna do the same. even though its never gonna change my mindset lol

You’d be surprised

I don’t like to claim this shit will “change your life”

But shrooms really helped me with depression

You gotta use psychs as a catalyst to promote positive change in your life

It’s useful cause hating yourself all th time isn’t productive for self improvement

 

[onfoenem]

what happened, if you don't mind me asking? you can dm if you want. here for you brother

my grandma died of cancer and im getting worse mentally. im losing friends and i keep making terrible choices. i know its the cycle of life but i cant anymore man its so hard to just keep going.

 

[Diyorldar]

as soon as i move out im gonna do the same. even though its never gonna change my mindset lol

Oops didn’t read ts

Hop on test lol

 

[onfoenem]

You’d be surprised

I don’t like to claim this shit will “change your life”

But shrooms really helped me with depression

You gotta use psychs as a catalyst to promote positive change in your life

It’s useful cause hating yourself all th time isn’t productive for self improvement

good to know man thanks

 

[stacylover]

i keep thinking it will get better
but it just keeps getting worse
might have to blow my shit smoove off

Oh shit man

 

[onfoenem]

Oops didn’t read ts

Hop on test lol

impossible with my parents. i will asap tho.

 

[abzz!]

my grandma died of cancer and im getting worse mentally. im losing friends and i keep making terrible choices. i know its the cycle of life but i cant anymore man its so hard to just keep going.

im so sorry man that must be an awful time to go through. you seem like a great guy, i don't see a reason as to why you're losing friends. i understand you, but remember that a soul isn't burdened more than it can bear. you just have to somehow forget that, keep moving forward, and lock tf in. you got this man

 

[onfoenem]

im so sorry man that must be an awful time to go through. you seem like a great guy, i don't see a reason as to why you're losing friends. i understand you, but remember that a soul isn't burdened more than it can bear. you just have to somehow forget that, keep moving forward, and lock tf in. you got this man

thanks a lot. i really appreciate your kind words

 

[Diyorldar]

impossible with my parents. i will asap tho.

Ain’t over yet

 

[Diyorldar]

Lemme put you on onto some music

You know any afrobeats?

 

[onfoenem]

Ain’t over yet

nah not yet, but if life continues like this it will be over soon man

 

[onfoenem]

Lemme put you on onto some music

You know any afrobeats?

i prefer jazz or cloudrap

 

[Diyorldar]

i prefer jazz or cloudrap

Listen to Playboy by Fireboy DML

So peak

 

[DolichoOrDeath]

it gets so much worse every year after 21, unconceivable to your youngcel self but it just does. but somehow you learn to cope more and odds of impulsive roping go down. like imagine adding a norwood to your problems rn, life is just cursed

 

[onfoenem]

Listen to Playboy by Fireboy DML

So peak

will do, thanks

 

[abzz!]

thanks a lot. i really appreciate your kind words

of course brother. please feel free to dm me if you're feeling down. ill always respond

 

[Diyorldar]

it gets so much worse every year after 21, unconceivable to your youngcel self but it just does. but somehow you learn to cope more and odds of impulsive roping go down. like imagine adding a norwood to your problems rn, life is just cursed

Dut can’t save you?

 

[onfoenem]

it gets so much worse every year after 21, unconceivable to your youngcel self but it just does. but somehow you learn to cope more and odds of impulsive roping go down. like imagine adding a norwood to your problems rn, life is just cursed

ill see how i manage my future losses, i havent even processed my older ones. god im fucked

 

[Diyorldar]

Give me your thoughts after you listen

 

[onfoenem]

Give me your thoughts after you listen

will do

 

[onfoenem]

of course brother. please feel free to dm me if you're feeling down. ill always respond

thank you, youre a good guy

 

[zslqam]

i keep thinking it will get better
but it just keeps getting worse
might have to blow my shit smoove off

It WILL get better bhai

 

[DolichoOrDeath]

Dut can’t save you?

it mogs but i had to stop cuz of low inhib leading to prison which I immediately lost my temples and now need 2000 grafts. not just that but just working and being responsible and somehow having status as non nt and mtn- is just brutal. im moneycel cuz of nd and med hyperactivity

ill see how i manage my future losses, i havent even processed my older ones. god im fucked

its a trip best way to predict future is ur past nothing really changes only it just slightly incrementally gets worse