I can't wait to finally move away for good

[Bewusst]

This shithole is giving me panic disorder and I'm so sick of ruthless psychopaths, brainless idiots and fake people driving me nuts. I've had years of disrupted sleep. Every minute I'm alone in peace feels like heaven. I could deal with most of it when I was healthy but with my condition, which started acting up horribly again thanks to all the stress, it's unbearable.

The last years fucked me up so much I'm even willing to sacrifice my "independence", which is totally against my nature. But at this point I have no choice. Staying here any longer than necessary would either kill me or literally drive me insane, like most people here are. And I'm not looking to become another reckless psychopath ruining his and other people's lives. Which brings me to the final point, I can see why people here become like that. At least I have a choice, unlike many. And I should have acted on it way sooner. But who knew things would escalate this far?

 

[lutte]

from where?

 

[Bewusst]

from where?

nice try fbi

 

[Bewusst]

.

 

[lutte]

nice try fbi

ok thanks for giving context

 

[Deleted member 7901]

What are you mad about exactly?

 

[Bewusst]

What are you mad about exactly?

I'm not mad, just sick of this city

 

[Deleted member 7901]

I'm not mad, just sick of this city

Cities are very depressing in their nature, and people tend to underestimate the negative mental effects of living in an urban city,
small communities with private homes are the best

 

[Bewusst]

Cities are very depressing in their nature, and people tend to underestimate the negative mental effects of living in an urban city,
small communities with private homes are the best

Depressing is a huge understatement. More like a huge playground full of idiots who do whatever they want and psychopaths who belong in jail or a locked psych ward but nobody is doing anything about it. The level of ignorance is unbelievable. Nobody is talking about the actual problems, all you hear about is covid. The priorities and methods of our pussified government to maintain law and order are a fucking joke. No wonder these psychos don't take it serious, who could?

 

[Deleted member 5927]

I’ve never been to the city but I’ve noticed the more people there are the less of a shit people give about each other. Also people ingrain it in their heads to ignore people around them in order to not be awkward when walking past someone you don’t know, but they usually take that too far in their brains and make it actual fucking disrespect towards someone you dont even know. Like how many times I’ve said “pardon me” to someone IN MY WAY in the store and they just ignore me and don’t look at me and hardly fucking move out of my way. It’s the learned habit of ignoring other people, but they unknowingly bring it to the level of not being aware of common courtesy. Just something I realized myself from interactions in public.

 

[ereptileedysfunctio]

kill yourself

 

[Bewusst]

kill yourself

grow up

 

[ereptileedysfunctio]

grow up

my bad I thought this was natives thread

 

[Bewusst]

I’ve never been to the city but I’ve noticed the more people there are the less of a shit people give about each other. Also people ingrain it in their heads to ignore people around them in order to not be awkward when walking past someone you don’t know, but they usually take that too far in their brains and make it actual fucking disrespect towards someone you dont even know. Like how many times I’ve said “pardon me” to someone IN MY WAY in the store and they just ignore me and don’t look at me and hardly fucking move out of my way. It’s the learned habit of ignoring other people, but they unknowingly bring it to the level of not being aware of common courtesy. Just something I realized myself from interactions in public.

If it was just that. I have no problem with people ignoring me, quite the opposite, I prefer it that way actually. If everyone just minded his own business, this place would be much more peaceful.

 

[Titbot]

This shithole is giving me panic disorder and I'm so sick of ruthless psychopaths, brainless idiots and fake people driving me nuts. I've had years of disrupted sleep. Every minute I'm alone in peace feels like heaven. I could deal with most of it when I was healthy but with my condition, which started acting up horribly again thanks to all the stress, it's unbearable.

The last years fucked me up so much I'm even willing to sacrifice my "independence", which is totally against my nature. But at this point I have no choice. Staying here any longer than necessary would either kill me or literally drive me insane, like most people here are. And I'm not looking to become another reckless psychopath ruining his and other people's lives. Which brings me to the final point, I can see why people here become like that. At least I have a choice, unlike many. And I should have acted on it way sooner. But who knew things would escalate this far?

Same bro I hate psl

 

[Bewusst]

Same bro I hate psl

What does psl got to do with anything?

 

[Carolus]

Sounds like Berlin

 

[Bewusst]

Sounds like Berlin

exactly

 

[Carolus]

exactly

You need to move

 

[Bewusst]

You need to move

Definitely. Do you live here too or have you lived here before?

 

[Carolus]

Definitely. Do you live here too or have you lived here before?

No but I know of one that does and I've been there twice

 

[Deleted member 7901]

exactly

Berlin is one of the worst cities in the world, and majority of cities are exactly like the description you described, its just that Berlin is 5 times worse, its full of crime and ugly buildings left from the communist area,
Why don't you move to South Germany? from what I have researched its the richest German area with the least crime,
and everything there looks good

 

[Bewusst]

Berlin is one of the worst cities in the world, and majority of cities are exactly like the description you described, its just that Berlin is 5 times worse, its full of crime and ugly buildings left from the communist area,
Why don't you move to South Germany? from what I have researched its the richest German area with the least crime,
and everything there looks good

I'm going to move back in with my dad until I have a new apartment (of course not in Berlin)

 

[Deleted member 4430]

Berlin is the best city for creative people, David Bowie, Lou Reed, Nick Cave recorded their best albums there

 

[Deleted member 12119]

Berlin is the best city for creative people, David Bowie, Lou Reed, Nick Cave recorded their best albums there

Fucking lol

 

[Deleted member 12216]

Leaving the forum would benefit you equally I think

 

[Bewusst]

Leaving the forum would benefit you equally I think

Why? The forum doesn't have a significant influence on me aside from the amount of time I spend on here but I have too much time currently anyway