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Deleted member 14166

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im an addict i get relapse symptoms if I don't use this site , I'm back bitches


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Stockholm syndrome as its finest, also what’s the point of posting your face, you abused narcy dog? :lul::lul:
 
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Bro did u slay in UK?
 
Stockholm syndrome as its finest, also what’s the point of posting your face, you abused narcy dog? :lul::lul:
oh that was by mistake i used the watermark feature from my previous post sry bro lol :lul::lul::lul:
 
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bro does it look like i slay jfl :ROFLMAO::lul:,i have a nordic gf but I'm dumping her I posted her somewhere on my threads check it out
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bro check my threads its somewhere there check around the months of june to august
I ain’t scrolling that far nigga I believe you lol. But if u had a gf why are u so insecure
 
I ain’t scrolling that far nigga I believe you lol. But if u had a gf why are u so insecure
Because she’s mid and probably cheats on him. He’s a poor indian normie
 
I ain’t scrolling that far nigga I believe you lol. But if u had a gf why are u so insecure
IDK man, i never got validation as a kid cause i was an obese faggot maybe that's why and I used to get bullied a lot when I was a kid , and also I went through physical and psychological trauma when I was a kid I haven't told anyone this even my parents or family members but I was sexually abused as a child , fuark idek why I'm sharing this to a group of strangers online who probably won't believe me but its true. it feels good that I'm sharing it tho, I've been holding this in for 13 years of my life excluding the 5 years but yeah maybe that's why I have very low self-esteem
 
Because she’s mid and probably cheats on him. He’s a poor indian normie
IDK man, i never got validation as a kid cause i was an obese faggot maybe that's why and I used to get bullied a lot when I was a kid , and also I went through physical and psychological trauma when I was a kid I haven't told anyone this even my parents or family members but I was sexually abused as a child , fuark idek why I'm sharing this to a group of strangers online who probably won't believe me but its true. it feels good that I'm sharing it tho, I've been holding this in for 13 years of my life excluding the 5 years but yeah maybe that's why I have very low self-esteem
 
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IDK man, i never got validation as a kid cause i was an obese faggot maybe that's why and I used to get bullied a lot when I was a kid , and also I went through physical and psychological trauma when I was a kid I haven't told anyone this even my parents or family members but I was sexually abused as a child , fuark idek why I'm sharing this to a group of strangers online who probably won't believe me but its true. it feels good that I'm sharing it tho, I've been holding this in for 13 years of my life excluding the 5 years but yeah maybe that's why I have very low self-esteem
We are very similar. I was fat as fuck till 16 last year and as soon as I lost all the weight and literally became unrecognizable, Covid hit and I never got to go back to the school I was in for years as the new me since we had to move (I hate this so much),(combination of puberty and excercise/calorie deficit) I was never really bullied but sort of excluded from the cool kids that got gfs and stuff from 13 onwards which I now realize was probably because I was fat and wore glasses back then. Unironically people assume I am a cool athletic kid now (the image is ruined instantly when they see my personality jfl) but I am nothing and regret shit. Also I encountered minor sexual abuse only my parents and bro know about when I was 10
 
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We are very similar. I was fat as fuck till 16 last year and as soon as I lost all the weight and literally became unrecognizable, Covid hit and I never got to go back to the school I was in for years as the new me since we had to move (I hate this so much),(combination of puberty and excercise/calorie deficit) I was never really bullied but sort of excluded from the cool kids that got gfs and stuff from 13 onwards which I now realize was probably because I was fat and wore glasses back then. Unironically people assume I am a cool athletic kid now (the image is ruined instantly when they see my personality jfl) but I am nothing and regret shit. Also I encountered minor sexual abuse only my parents and bro know about when I was 10
damn but yeah , i feel that sexual abuse fucked my mindset I think I got ptsd from it everyday when I wake up I get memories of that encounter , it builds up so much of rage inside me , the worst thing I cant even talk abt it to my parents or siblings
 
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damn but yeah , i feel that sexual abuse fucked my mindset I think I got ptsd from it everyday when I wake up I get memories of that encounter , it builds up so much of rage inside me , the worst thing I cant even talk abt it to my parents or siblings
There are some days where I felt hopeless. It didn’t help my parents fucking blamed and punished 10 yr old me from not reporting the abuse when I was too scared. It’s also the reason I started watching porn very early because they guy would force me to watch porn vids as well. It is what it is man I would never tell anyone this irl either.
 
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There are some days where I felt hopeless. It didn’t help my parents fucking blamed and punished 10 yr old me from not reporting the abuse when I was too scared. It’s also the reason I started watching porn very early because they guy would force me to watch porn vids as well. It is what it is man I would never tell anyone this irl either.
i got social anxiety , being nervous all the time I'm pretty sure I have bipolar disorder from those encounters, but it feels so good sharing and talking abt it , I never shared this you're probably the only person I've ever talked to this abt , somedays my neck just tightens tf up when I get memories of it , ahh I wish there was a drug to forget all of it
 
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There are some days where I felt hopeless. It didn’t help my parents fucking blamed and punished 10 yr old me from not reporting the abuse when I was too scared. It’s also the reason I started watching porn very early because they guy would force me to watch porn vids as well. It is what it is man I would never tell anyone this irl either.
the funny thing the guy who abused me is walking freely acting like it never happened
 
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the funny thing the guy who abused me is walking freely acting like it never happened
Me and my friend were walking around our compound and we ran into him. It had been 5 yrs since I last saw him. My friend said salam to him since as it turned out he had been a religious teacher to both of us (he only tried to molest/groom me though). I legit moved my head down and walked away weirdly trying not to look weird infront of him. I swear on my bloodline this is true. And he also still walks around freely and we can’t report him because the police would make a hassle.
 
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Me and my friend were walking around our compound and we ran into him. It had been 5 yrs since I last saw him. My friend said salam to him since as it turned out he had been a religious teacher to both of us (he only tried to molest/groom me though). I legit moved my head down and walked away weirdly trying not to look weird infront of him. I swear on my bloodline this is true. And he also still walks around freely and we can’t report him because the police would make a hassle.
that fucking sucks bro , i fucking hate pedophiles , molesters and rapists hopefully when i grow big and i can fund and create a team that tracks down these faggots and beat the living shit outta them
 
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