I cope about being a frauded 6'5" after LL even though I know I probably won't get LL

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I am 180 cm and I cope about reaching 183 cm with HGH and then 7 inch LL to reach 190 cm and frauding with lifts. I could probably reach 183 all things considered
but then I cope saying I will be 190cm and then fraud 5 cm with lifts. It gives me lifefuel and allows me to sleep at night cortisol free.