I could be the loneliest person on .org

[chudcell999]

Im 18 and it's late at night I'm bored I'm talking to myself like a good chud and I started thinking about my lack of close female relationships then I started thinking and realized just how truly lonely I am I don't even have any close male peer relationships like at all I realized my best friend as in the friend I have built the most memories with and the only friend I have hung out with outside of school is barely even a friend hell I haven't seen or talked to the guy in 2 weeks I realize the only reason we were ever doing anything is because I invited him and he's the only guy who ever said yes. We're not even similar in personality types he's a typical leftist fag and I find myself more right The reason why I think I'm the loneliest is because unlike most people on here I don't have online friends I could call brothers I don't have online friends at all. I'm simply too neurodivergent and introverted to make real friends and to neurotypical to make friends online common online bonding techniques like video games or discord servers I simply don't partake in it's not very interesting to me I don't fuck with video games or chat servers I'm realizing now and I will spend the rest of my life alone only able to observe others bond with other human beings on a deep level thinking about this this is the most suicidal I've been in probably 2 years I might have to kill myself not even because of looks but because my brain is so drastically different than any other humans I'm not less than human I'm just not human but I still desire human connection

 

[JimmyDreamsOfZygos]

Take this 0 to keep you company

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

O v e r

If you have never made friends at you age you never will

 

[chudcell999]

Take this 0 to keep you company

Brutal ND pill will lead to roping before 30 years old

 

[looks>books]

Does anyone want to talk/vent

I know as guys (especially blackpilled guys) no one really understands us, and we literally have no one to talk to. I know i didnt, and it felt very lonely and isolated Thats why most blackpilled edits are of like patrick bateman and ryan gosling and sht. Theyre the ones we relate to the most...

looksmax.org

 

[chudcell999]

O v e r

If you have never made friends at you age you never will

Smiles as a single tear of reality tracks down my face onto my neck knowing the only way out is roping

 

[Quitent]

Im 18 and it's late at night I'm bored I'm talking to myself like a good chud and I started thinking about my lack of close female relationships then I started thinking and realized just how truly lonely I am I don't even have any close male peer relationships like at all I realized my best friend as in the friend I have built the most memories with and the only friend I have hung out with outside of school is barely even a friend hell I haven't seen or talked to the guy in 2 weeks I realize the only reason we were ever doing anything is because I invited him and he's the only guy who ever said yes. We're not even similar in personality types he's a typical leftist fag and I find myself more right The reason why I think I'm the loneliest is because unlike most people on here I don't have online friends I could call brothers I don't have online friends at all. I'm simply too neurodivergent and introverted to make real friends and to neurotypical to make friends online common online bonding techniques like video games or discord servers I simply don't partake in it's not very interesting to me I don't fuck with video games or chat servers I'm realizing now and I will spend the rest of my life alone only able to observe others bond with other human beings on a deep level thinking about this this is the most suicidal I've been in probably 2 years I might have to kill myself not even because of looks but because my brain is so drastically different than any other humans I'm not less than human I'm just not human but I still desire human connection

Honestly on a similar path, been trying to talk to my past friends but they all moved on

 

[caerulean]

I am in a similar situation, though in some respects you are better off than I am. I have never had a friend or even an acquaintance at any point in my life, largely because I am autistic and find it difficult to speak with others, and because I strongly dislike close physical proximity and loud environments.

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Honestly on a similar path, been trying to talk to my past friends but they all moved on

At least you had any

Mfs moving on after high school is normal

 

[chudcell999]

Honestly on a similar path, been trying to talk to my past friends but they all moved on

What are you blame it on?

 

[Luquier]

Smiles as a single tear of reality tracks down my face onto my neck knowing the only way out is roping

It’s over bud. :/ Just fucking over.

 

[rawhoneylover67]

Im 18 and it's late at night I'm bored I'm talking to myself like a good chud and I started thinking about my lack of close female relationships then I started thinking and realized just how truly lonely I am I don't even have any close male peer relationships like at all I realized my best friend as in the friend I have built the most memories with and the only friend I have hung out with outside of school is barely even a friend hell I haven't seen or talked to the guy in 2 weeks I realize the only reason we were ever doing anything is because I invited him and he's the only guy who ever said yes. We're not even similar in personality types he's a typical leftist fag and I find myself more right The reason why I think I'm the loneliest is because unlike most people on here I don't have online friends I could call brothers I don't have online friends at all. I'm simply too neurodivergent and introverted to make real friends and to neurotypical to make friends online common online bonding techniques like video games or discord servers I simply don't partake in it's not very interesting to me I don't fuck with video games or chat servers I'm realizing now and I will spend the rest of my life alone only able to observe others bond with other human beings on a deep level thinking about this this is the most suicidal I've been in probably 2 years I might have to kill myself not even because of looks but because my brain is so drastically different than any other humans I'm not less than human I'm just not human but I still desire human connection

 

[rawhoneylover67]

Im 18 and it's late at night I'm bored I'm talking to myself like a good chud and I started thinking about my lack of close female relationships then I started thinking and realized just how truly lonely I am I don't even have any close male peer relationships like at all I realized my best friend as in the friend I have built the most memories with and the only friend I have hung out with outside of school is barely even a friend hell I haven't seen or talked to the guy in 2 weeks I realize the only reason we were ever doing anything is because I invited him and he's the only guy who ever said yes. We're not even similar in personality types he's a typical leftist fag and I find myself more right The reason why I think I'm the loneliest is because unlike most people on here I don't have online friends I could call brothers I don't have online friends at all. I'm simply too neurodivergent and introverted to make real friends and to neurotypical to make friends online common online bonding techniques like video games or discord servers I simply don't partake in it's not very interesting to me I don't fuck with video games or chat servers I'm realizing now and I will spend the rest of my life alone only able to observe others bond with other human beings on a deep level thinking about this this is the most suicidal I've been in probably 2 years I might have to kill myself not even because of looks but because my brain is so drastically different than any other humans I'm not less than human I'm just not human but I still desire human connection

Maybe your just ugly

 

[chudcell999]

I am in a similar situation, though in some respects you are better off than I am. I have never had a friend or even an acquaintance at any point in my life, largely because I am autistic and find it difficult to speak with others, and because I strongly dislike close physical proximity and loud environments.

That's interesting I'm surprised you don't have lots of online friends because I love being outside and I would love being around people but most people don't like being around me and then I get bored of people they're too 2D they're plan and boring always talking about pop culture like their favorite fashion brand or football player no one resonates with me on or offline genuinely fucking brutal

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Im 18 and it's late at night I'm bored I'm talking to myself like a good chud and I started thinking about my lack of close female relationships then I started thinking and realized just how truly lonely I am I don't even have any close male peer relationships like at all I realized my best friend as in the friend I have built the most memories with and the only friend I have hung out with outside of school is barely even a friend hell I haven't seen or talked to the guy in 2 weeks I realize the only reason we were ever doing anything is because I invited him and he's the only guy who ever said yes. We're not even similar in personality types he's a typical leftist fag and I find myself more right The reason why I think I'm the loneliest is because unlike most people on here I don't have online friends I could call brothers I don't have online friends at all. I'm simply too neurodivergent and introverted to make real friends and to neurotypical to make friends online common online bonding techniques like video games or discord servers I simply don't partake in it's not very interesting to me I don't fuck with video games or chat servers I'm realizing now and I will spend the rest of my life alone only able to observe others bond with other human beings on a deep level thinking about this this is the most suicidal I've been in probably 2 years I might have to kill myself not even because of looks but because my brain is so drastically different than any other humans I'm not less than human I'm just not human but I still desire human connection

Its not your fault.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I will pray for you.

 

[chudcell999]

Maybe your just ugly

5'11 I've met genuine bottom of the barrel subhumans with girlfriends and brotherhoods so no I don't completely believe in black pill and this is why I don't have friends on here I'm just here to vent and look better.

 

[rawhoneylover67]

View attachment 4559284View attachment 4559289 5'11 I've met genuine bottom of the barrel subhumans with girlfriends and brotherhoods so no I don't completely believe in black pill and this is why I don't have friends on here I'm just here to vent and look better.

Dude you look chill as fuck Im guessing yiu have typical interests like rock/punk music I know a lot of dudes that look decent/mid and they are lonley asf they go to party’s and do stuff to get attention

 

[chudcell999]

Its not your fault.

Thanks but blaming it on other is narcissistic and I never cope I know when I'm the one that's in the wrong I'm defected I'm not even the good type of defected like furry fags or something else really strange because at least those people have community and niggas like them that would die for each other

 

[chudcell999]

Dude you look chill as fuck Im guessing yiu have typical interests like rock/punk music I know a lot of dudes that look decent/mid and they are lonley asf they go to party’s and do stuff to get attention

I don't look how I act my interest are motorcycles, and philosophy but The philosophy thing it's just a byproduct of being very lonely and only being able to watch others function in society as normal people I've been in nt circumstances for example I was in shop class sophomore year and there was this kid passing around his vape in the car we we're working on dude passes it to me and I reject it From there on out everyone thought I was weird because I didn't want his pen so they stopped talking to me I don't fit in anywhere at all ever. I told them I don't like doing any sort of substances because it's unhealthy and they said I was "judgmental" maybe I am I didn't feel like I was I just told them I didn't want to use vapes because it's unhealthy but then I'm looked at like a pussy fag

 

[rawhoneylover67]

I don't look how I act my interest are motorcycles, and philosophy but The philosophy thing it's just a byproduct of being very lonely and only being able to watch others function in society as normal people I've been in nt circumstances for example I was in shop class sophomore year and there was this kid passing around his vape in the car we we're working on dude passes it to me and I reject it From there on out everyone thought I was weird because I didn't want his pen so they stopped talking to me I don't fit in anywhere at all ever. I told them I don't like doing any sort of substances because it's unhealthy and they said I was "judgmental" maybe I am I didn't feel like I was I just told them I didn't want to use vapes because it's unhealthy but then I'm looked at like a pussy fag

I don’t like vapes either cuz they are unhealthy Js because yiu DONT fit into a modern slave society dosent make you not normal

 

[Quitent]

At least you had any

Mfs moving on after high school is normal

True but I have no one to talk too…

 

[Quitent]

What are you blame it on?

My autism

 

[chudcell999]

I don’t like vapes either cuz they are unhealthy Js because yiu DONT fit into a modern slave society dosent make you not normal

I met one dude we had very similar personality types but this guy was a lot more popular than me mainly because she was a lot more extroverted and better looking but we didn't have similar hobbies besides lifting every time I try to hang out with dude he was always doing something else with someone don't blame the guy he did try to get me into wrestling but I'm not going to pretend to be someone I'm not brutal shit how the stars just don't align for nd niggas

 

[chudcell999]

My autism

Don't know if it's autism but yes I blame it no my lack of social conformity and popular interest. being attracted to nich hobbies is genuinely brutal because that's really the only way you can truly bond with someone organically

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Thanks but blaming it on other is narcissistic and I never cope I know when I'm the one that's in the wrong I'm defected I'm not even the good type of defected like furry fags or something else really strange because at least those people have community and niggas like them that would die for each other

Yeah it's nobodys fault I'm not telling you to be narcy