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ik this is cringe but idc anymore
i don’t have anyone to tell this to, no friends, family or anyone who cares about me so i’ll just rot it out here
i cried tonight. first time in years. it just hit me all at once.
the girl i liked for a year basically replaced me overnight.
she used to talk to me all the time, tell me everything, act like i mattered.
then some high status dude came in and suddenly i’m invisible.
and it hurts way more than i thought it would.
bc i was there when she hated herself, when no one else cared.
and i actually thought maybe she saw me. maybe i wasn’t just a filler.
guess i was wrong again.
i’ve been tracking everything for months.
every calorie, every workout, my sleep, my skin, my jaw, my posture.
doing everything right.
and still it’s never enough.
meanwhile people born with perfect faces just exist and get everything handed to them.
sometimes i think i’m not even doing this for attraction anymore.

looksmaxing just feels like survival.
like if i stop improving i’ll collapse completely.
and i’m tired man.
i just wanted someone to care, that’s all.
ik this post is useless.
nobody cares.
i’ll wake up tomorrow, fix my face, train, eat clean, and keep pretending i’m fine.
same routine.
nothing changes.

I just wanted to let this out because I'm tired to talk with myself and chatgpt. No real people ever cared for me as much as I did for them
 
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try harder to looksmaxx and socialmaxx too, every step matters my man
 
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Ah mate, sad to hear but this is what happens to those who believe they are blackpilled yet cope so hard. Why are you surprised this was the case? Obviously she left you for some other higher status man. I feel bad for you and hope your mental state recovers but you must first understand attraction ≠ love. Ensure you don't project the anima on to this girl, it sounds like she was more of an emotional cope for you then anything else. The placing of women or in fact anyone on a pedestool will cause you to receive continual emotional distress.
 
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ik this is cringe but idc anymore
i don’t have anyone to tell this to, no friends, family or anyone who cares about me so i’ll just rot it out here
i cried tonight. first time in years. it just hit me all at once.
the girl i liked for a year basically replaced me overnight.
she used to talk to me all the time, tell me everything, act like i mattered.
then some high status dude came in and suddenly i’m invisible.
and it hurts way more than i thought it would.
bc i was there when she hated herself, when no one else cared.
and i actually thought maybe she saw me. maybe i wasn’t just a filler.
guess i was wrong again.
i’ve been tracking everything for months.
every calorie, every workout, my sleep, my skin, my jaw, my posture.
doing everything right.
and still it’s never enough.
meanwhile people born with perfect faces just exist and get everything handed to them.
sometimes i think i’m not even doing this for attraction anymore.

looksmaxing just feels like survival.
like if i stop improving i’ll collapse completely.
and i’m tired man.
i just wanted someone to care, that’s all.
ik this post is useless.
nobody cares.
i’ll wake up tomorrow, fix my face, train, eat clean, and keep pretending i’m fine.
same routine.
nothing changes.

I just wanted to let this out because I'm tired to talk with myself and chatgpt. No real people ever cared for me as much as I did for them
slit her throat
 
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first time?
 
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ik this is cringe but idc anymore
i don’t have anyone to tell this to, no friends, family or anyone who cares about me so i’ll just rot it out here
i cried tonight. first time in years. it just hit me all at once.
the girl i liked for a year basically replaced me overnight.
she used to talk to me all the time, tell me everything, act like i mattered.
then some high status dude came in and suddenly i’m invisible.
and it hurts way more than i thought it would.
bc i was there when she hated herself, when no one else cared.
and i actually thought maybe she saw me. maybe i wasn’t just a filler.
guess i was wrong again.
i’ve been tracking everything for months.
every calorie, every workout, my sleep, my skin, my jaw, my posture.
doing everything right.
and still it’s never enough.
meanwhile people born with perfect faces just exist and get everything handed to them.
sometimes i think i’m not even doing this for attraction anymore.

looksmaxing just feels like survival.
like if i stop improving i’ll collapse completely.
and i’m tired man.
i just wanted someone to care, that’s all.
ik this post is useless.
nobody cares.
i’ll wake up tomorrow, fix my face, train, eat clean, and keep pretending i’m fine.
same routine.
nothing changes.

I just wanted to let this out because I'm tired to talk with myself and chatgpt. No real people ever cared for me as much as I did for them
listen mane, there r people here who went through similar sht. the reason is the same, she no longer saw any worth in u, mayeb its looks or personality or status. she didnt care about u that much in the first place, u were seen as js a good friend

there is genuienly genuienly no words that will fix how u feel or this situation or ur life in general 0. research ur looksmaxxes find ur failos how to fix em. physiquemaxx with test/peptides(if ur too pussy for roids),shoe lifts,neck AND plan ur future clinic procedures(fillers,skin,surgery).

the ONLY way to get out of this pitt. is to ascend and accept ur maxx potential and that this is it u did what u can and will live proceed with life. or u just accept ur state accept being a normie and continue on with life.

keep moving forward
 
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Less your fault more than anything, maybe some people are inherently manipulative or disloyal but this girl just seems like a bitch. I hope you can reevaluate why she liked you, or made it seem that way. If she really was just using you as a stepstool, its time to cut people like her out of your life. I really do urge you to find someone you really enjoy being with, and I hope you can tell when it is vice versa. But maybe you shouldnt listen to people on incel forums lol. Best of luck
 
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get over it, also block that bitch.

face the reality and realize that women have no remorse and she used you for fucking attention. once the other guy gives her enough “too much” attention or she gets bored of him she will look for another guy to torment and it will probably be you. DO NOT LET HER BACK IN.

“attention whore” is what I like to call it.

like some fucking parasite.

like I said, l if she comes back, she only wants one thing, and that’s attention. Never speak to her again, do it for YOU.

edit: pay attention to the keywords “used you”

The fact that she replaced you that fast means she never cared about you, and never had any feelings for you.

once again, never ever come back to her.

edit 2: ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. ACT UNBOTHERED NO MATTER WHAT

BLOCK HER AND CARRY ON. STARE STRAIGHT NEVER LOOK AT HER, NEVER MAKE EYE CONTACT. ACT AS IF SHE NEVER EXISTED

if you suddenly lock eyes with her just nod your head up and down or something like you don’t care.

BUT OTHER THAN THAT, JUST IGNORE HER AND NEVER LET HER BACK INTO YOUR LIFE EVER AGAIN, SHE HAD THE PRIVILEGE OF HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, NEVER AGAIN BRO NEVER AGAIN
 
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You can NOT eat a calorie.

Calories are units of heat energy, therefore can not be consumed for metabolic purposes as humans are not a closed thermodynamic system.
 
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get over it, also block that bitch.

face the reality and realize that women have no remorse and she used you for fucking attention. once the other guy gives her enough “too much” attention or she gets bored of him she will look for another guy to torment and it will probably be you. DO NOT LET HER BACK IN.

“attention whore” is what I like to call it.

like some fucking parasite.

like I said, l if she comes back, she only wants one thing, and that’s attention. Never speak to her again, do it for YOU.

edit: pay attention to the keywords “used you”

The fact that she replaced you that fast means she never cared about you, and never had any feelings for you.

once again, never ever come back to her.
Don't block her, corny butthurt rp behaviour
 
get over it, also block that bitch.

face the reality and realize that women have no remorse and she used you for fucking attention. once the other guy gives her enough “too much” attention or she gets bored of him she will look for another guy to torment and it will probably be you. DO NOT LET HER BACK IN.

“attention whore” is what I like to call it.

like some fucking parasite.

like I said, l if she comes back, she only wants one thing, and that’s attention. Never speak to her again, do it for YOU.

edit: pay attention to the keywords “used you”

The fact that she replaced you that fast means she never cared about you, and never had any feelings for you.

once again, never ever come back to her.

edit 2: ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. ACT UNBOTHERED NO MATTER WHAT

BLOCK HER AND CARRY ON. STARE STRAIGHT NEVER LOOK AT HER, NEVER MAKE EYE CONTACT. ACT AS IF SHE NEVER EXISTED

if you suddenly lock eyes with her just nod your head up and down or something like you don’t care.

BUT OTHER THAN THAT, JUST IGNORE HER AND NEVER LET HER BACK INTO YOUR LIFE EVER AGAIN, SHE HAD THE PRIVILEGE OF HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, NEVER AGAIN BRO NEVER AGAIN
Mirin effort for this poor soul ❤️‍🩹
 
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Don't block her, corny butthurt rp behaviour
yes block her, that bitch will eventually come back and want attention from him again and whatnot

do a halfassed “apology” or something.

blocking her is important.
 
Just go on with your life and forget about her. And possibly don’t listen to the dwellers here telling you what to do or that u were coping jfl, they never lived an IRL situation and apply BP like it’s a fucking sacred text
 
ik this is cringe but idc anymore
i don’t have anyone to tell this to, no friends, family or anyone who cares about me so i’ll just rot it out here
i cried tonight. first time in years. it just hit me all at once.
the girl i liked for a year basically replaced me overnight.
she used to talk to me all the time, tell me everything, act like i mattered.
then some high status dude came in and suddenly i’m invisible.
and it hurts way more than i thought it would.
bc i was there when she hated herself, when no one else cared.
and i actually thought maybe she saw me. maybe i wasn’t just a filler.
guess i was wrong again.
i’ve been tracking everything for months.
every calorie, every workout, my sleep, my skin, my jaw, my posture.
doing everything right.
and still it’s never enough.
meanwhile people born with perfect faces just exist and get everything handed to them.
sometimes i think i’m not even doing this for attraction anymore.

looksmaxing just feels like survival.
like if i stop improving i’ll collapse completely.
and i’m tired man.
i just wanted someone to care, that’s all.
ik this post is useless.
nobody cares.
i’ll wake up tomorrow, fix my face, train, eat clean, and keep pretending i’m fine.
same routine.
nothing changes.

I just wanted to let this out because I'm tired to talk with myself and chatgpt. No real people ever cared for me as much as I did for them
she never loved you, you were just blinded by your love for her.

all your pain would be gone if you found a partner, so start tackling your facial flaws.
 
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ik this is cringe but idc anymore
i don’t have anyone to tell this to, no friends, family or anyone who cares about me so i’ll just rot it out here
i cried tonight. first time in years. it just hit me all at once.
the girl i liked for a year basically replaced me overnight.
she used to talk to me all the time, tell me everything, act like i mattered.
then some high status dude came in and suddenly i’m invisible.
and it hurts way more than i thought it would.
bc i was there when she hated herself, when no one else cared.
and i actually thought maybe she saw me. maybe i wasn’t just a filler.
guess i was wrong again.
i’ve been tracking everything for months.
every calorie, every workout, my sleep, my skin, my jaw, my posture.
doing everything right.
and still it’s never enough.
meanwhile people born with perfect faces just exist and get everything handed to them.
sometimes i think i’m not even doing this for attraction anymore.

looksmaxing just feels like survival.
like if i stop improving i’ll collapse completely.
and i’m tired man.
i just wanted someone to care, that’s all.
ik this post is useless.
nobody cares.
i’ll wake up tomorrow, fix my face, train, eat clean, and keep pretending i’m fine.
same routine.
nothing changes.

I just wanted to let this out because I'm tired to talk with myself and chatgpt. No real people ever cared for me as much as I did for them
It's okay brother. Everyone cries. 👍
 
It’s okay buddy, even the lion cries

1760476490933


Just rape her at gunpoint, she owes you tonnns of sex
 
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ik this is cringe but idc anymore
i don’t have anyone to tell this to, no friends, family or anyone who cares about me so i’ll just rot it out here
i cried tonight. first time in years. it just hit me all at once.
the girl i liked for a year basically replaced me overnight.
she used to talk to me all the time, tell me everything, act like i mattered.
then some high status dude came in and suddenly i’m invisible.
and it hurts way more than i thought it would.
bc i was there when she hated herself, when no one else cared.
and i actually thought maybe she saw me. maybe i wasn’t just a filler.
guess i was wrong again.
i’ve been tracking everything for months.
every calorie, every workout, my sleep, my skin, my jaw, my posture.
doing everything right.
and still it’s never enough.
meanwhile people born with perfect faces just exist and get everything handed to them.
sometimes i think i’m not even doing this for attraction anymore.

looksmaxing just feels like survival.
like if i stop improving i’ll collapse completely.
and i’m tired man.
i just wanted someone to care, that’s all.
ik this post is useless.
nobody cares.
i’ll wake up tomorrow, fix my face, train, eat clean, and keep pretending i’m fine.
same routine.
nothing changes.

I just wanted to let this out because I'm tired to talk with myself and chatgpt. No real people ever cared for me as much as I did for them
I haven’t cried in years but i remember i used to kind of like it weirdly
 
I'm fairly confident the sadness and rage you feel is because as an individual you feel like you're impotent and little by all means in the modern world and can't cope with those situations, the only viable way for you is surgically altering your face and finding another valuable partner
 
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yo thats rough bro ngl, but you got this man dont let it get u down gotta keep grinding, just stay positive and work on yourself and ill bet youll find someone better tbh
 
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