I cried for 2 hours yesterday

[notalive]

I was parked in my car in a crowded area of downtown. I reflected on the past 26 years of my life while watching other people walk by.

I couldn’t stop sobbing knowing I had no past and I have no future.

 

[notalive]

Crymaxxing is legit

 

[Deleted member 74902]

aww man thats brutal

 

[notalive]

aww man thats brutal

I felt ashamed, so I completely leaned back the seat, so other people couldn’t see me

 

[notalive]

It was kind of a surreal experience to be honest. One of those moments that I’m going to remember forever. I didn’t know I could even produce tears for that long.

 

[Nightloner]

Everyone has some kind of future, don't put yourself in the frame of nps people, holding foid's hand while walking is not the ultimate happiness, just believe it.

 

[Deleted member 74902]

It was kind of a surreal experience to be honest. One of those moments that I’m going to remember forever. I didn’t know I could even produce tears for that long.

nah bro, i could feel you man
around in May i broke down in tears
never in my life have i ever cried so much
i think i also cried for 1 hour straight

dont know even why, i keept crying and crying

 

[Deleted member 16636]

Let me guess you are crying over normie shit like “Muh I’ve never had a girlfriend” etc

 

[R@m@]

How old are you?

 

[notalive]

How old are you?

Almost 26

 

[Deleted member 74902]

Let me guess you are crying over normie shit like “Muh I’ve never had a girlfriend” etc

dude stfu, what is wrong with you
instead of helping bro, you are
gonna make fun of him what he cried for??

so what if he cried over that?
people have feelings and
it can be anything, that best thing to do
is to make him feel better not make fun of him
for it or anything

 

[notalive]

Let me guess you are crying over normie shit like “Muh I’ve never had a girlfriend” etc

Yeah, basically. I wanted to have experienced other people have. I’m also extremely lonely.

 

[R@m@]

Almost 26

Your life has been shity since you were born?

 

[Deleted member 16636]

dude stfu, what is wrong with you
instead of helping bro, you are
gonna make fun of him what he cried for??

so what if he cried over that?
people have feelings and
it can be anything, that best thing to do
is to make him feel better not make fun of him
for it or anything

Never reply to me with this Reddit tier shit again you faggot

 

[notalive]

Your life has been shity since you were born?

It was okay until high school. My parents were divorced and my father beat my mom. We grew up poor. I had some friends, played outside, and played video games all day. I guess more so, it’s ever since high school and late teens to the present that I’ve never felt truly happy.

 

[Bipolar Vamp6ix]

I was parked in my car in a crowded area of downtown. I reflected on the past 26 years of my life while watching other people walk by.

I couldn’t stop sobbing knowing I had no past and I have no future.

Its not over bro dont worry
26 is never too late to turn it around

 

[Deleted member 74902]

Never reply to me with this Reddit tier shit again you faggot

reddit tier shit?

being NT in this forum, mods forbid or something....

ur actually sad bro

 

[futureashtray]

I was parked in my car in a crowded area of downtown. I reflected on the past 26 years of my life while watching other people walk by.

I couldn’t stop sobbing knowing I had no past and I have no future.

the average human life expectancy is a little over 70 years

You still have many more days and weeks and months. use them wisely and become something greater

Look beyond

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Never reply to me with this Reddit tier shit again you faggot

So you cant even have emotions anymore?

 

[Deleted member 16636]

So you cant even have emotions anymore?

Never said that? Another retard replying to me

 

[notalive]

Probably going to be seek therapy soon. I don’t mean to make this a therapy session thread. Just wanted to journal my thoughts.

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

So brootal, at least u still have emotions brah, might look into trt to get some motivation to repair ur shortcomings in life

 

[Deleted member 16636]

reddit tier shit?

being NT in this forum, mods forbid or something....

ur actually sad bro

No point in trying to help someone out who doesn’t even have it bad, he’s complaining about toddler shit. People like this want your pity.

Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.

 

[Deleted member 74902]

Probably going to be seek therapy soon. I don’t mean to make this a therapy session thread. Just wanted to journal my thoughts.

Nah bro, it's all cool people post themselves pissing on paper that says down with @Carbine

so do whatever makes you feel good
take care bhai

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

No point in trying to help someone out who doesn’t even have it bad, he’s complaining about toddler shit. People like this want your pity.

Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.

Ur just empty with no emotions brah

 

[notalive]

No point in trying to help someone out who doesn’t even have it bad, he’s complaining about toddler shit. People like this want your pity.

Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.

I haven’t even said exactly what the problem’s are, and it’s not just “normie shit”. I’m not going to spell it out in detail here. I just wanted to share my experience. I’m generally a pretty stoic person, but the fact that I completely broke down yesterday said something about what I must be going through.

 

[LVZZO]

Probably going to be seek therapy soon. I don’t mean to make this a therapy session thread. Just wanted to journal my thoughts.

Cope, 26 oldcel and talks about therapy lmao
Therapy is ascending physically and mentally, working every day to achieve it
When you make some progress you will feel better

 

[notalive]

No point in trying to help someone out who doesn’t even have it bad, he’s complaining about toddler shit. People like this want your pity.

Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.

None of us on the forum here have it the worst. Don’t start with that “muh look at the starving children in Africa” shit. Completely useless argument.

 

[j05]

Let me guess you are crying over normie shit like “Muh I’ve never had a girlfriend” etc

You need a gf to actually do things with though. It’s lonely when ur pushing 20 with no gf

 

[notalive]

Cope, 26 oldcel and talks about therapy lmao
Therapy is ascending physically and mentally, working every day to achieve it
When you make some progress you will feel better

I’m spending thousands on skin treatments and 10000s on bimax. There’s a certain point though where enough time has passed that you can’t help but feel sad about the lack of experiences you’ve had. I’m not just coping. I’m a huge advocate of looksmaxing and the black pill

 

[Deleted member 74902]

No point in trying to help someone out who doesn’t even have it bad, he’s complaining about toddler shit. People like this want your pity.

Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.

holy emo shut up
''Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.''

It's called being nice and caring for someone
im not gonna respond to you anymore, stop trying to be an edgelord
let him complain if he wants or not, people come here and complain about
the slightest in their life, why does it bother you anyway. It's not your life

and bro grew up bad and you say he doesnt even have it bad
please bro, hop off this site, idc that i am a grey/tiktok/newgencell bro

but quit your little edgelord act, it doesn't make you cooler or anything

 

[Deleted member 30845]

Inject

 

[notalive]

You need a gf to actually do things with though. It’s lonely when ur pushing 20 with no gf

Fr, and it’s also hard to make friends. I haven’t seen a movie in years, never go to a restaurant by myself, and I’ve barely traveled.

 

[Deleted member 16636]

None of us on the forum here have it the worst. Don’t start with that “muh look at the starving children in Africa” shit. Completely useless argument.

Wtf are you on about? You are complaining about not having a girlfriend and not having experienced certain things.

All of this is in your control, which you can go and do something about. If you blame all of this on your looks, then go and fix them. It won’t be simple but it’s better than making self pity threads on looksmax.org.

 

[Deleted member 16636]

holy emo shut up
''Quit the little empathetic dog act, it doesn’t make your character better than mine.''

It's called being nice and caring for someone
im not gonna respond to you anymore, stop trying to be an edgelord
let him complain if he wants or not, people come here and complain about
the slightest in their life, why does it bother you anyway. It's not your life

and bro grew up bad and you say he doesnt even have it bad
please bro, hop off this site, idc that i am a grey/tiktok/newgencell bro

but quit your little edgelord act, it doesn't make you cooler or anything

I’m not trying to be an edgelord? You wasted all your time typing out this slop for no reason

 

[Deleted member 15778]

You have plenty of time, but you need to come up with a goal for your life, and a plan to get there.

Please spend time thinking until your goal and plan clarify.

Once you have your goal, you will enjoy working towards it.

 

[Deleted member 22888]

I was parked in my car in a crowded area of downtown. I reflected on the past 26 years of my life while watching other people walk by.

I couldn’t stop sobbing knowing I had no past and I have no future.

sometimes it's ok to let it all out, there is nothing to be ashamed of. Use ur feelings as motivation and desire to improve ur life best u can. U need to focus on shit u can actually control and come to terms with the shit u can't control. and just so u know u likely have more control of ur situation then u think, a lot of it is mental. I hope you feel better.

 

[Deleted member 46404]

im about to cry reading this post

 

[notalive]

Wtf are you on about? You are complaining about not having a girlfriend and not having experienced certain things.

All of this is in your control, which you can go and do something about. If you blame all of this on your looks, then go and fix them. It won’t be simple but it’s better than making self pity threads on looksmax.org.

Yep, gonna go and fix everything in one day. Thanks for the advice! It’ll be all better by tomorrow morning boyos!!

 

[Deleted member 16636]

Yep, gonna go and fix everything in one day. Thanks for the advice! It’ll be all better by tomorrow morning boyos!!

Exactly the kind of low intelligence slop I expected you to reply with. Nowhere did I say that this was fixable in one day, I literally stated it’s not going to be simple too.

You are just too retarded to see how irrelevant your problems are, and based on that you’ll never have a better life. Grab the rope already and end it tbh, it’ll never get better for you

 

[notalive]

Exactly the kind of low intelligence slop I expected you to reply with. Nowhere did I say that this was fixable in one day, I literally stated it’s not going to be simple too.

You are just too retarded to see how irrelevant your problems are, and based on that you’ll never have a better life. Grab the rope already and end it tbh, it’ll never get better for you

Give me your phone number, I’ll call you and explain everything, then tell me how irrelevant they are.

 

[Deleted member 16636]

Give me your phone number, I’ll call you and explain everything, then tell me how irrelevant they are.

I really don’t care + I have my own problems to deal with, but unlike you I’m actually doing something about it

 

[LVZZO]

I’m spending thousands on skin treatments and 10000s on bimax. There’s a certain point though where enough time has passed that you can’t help but feel sad about the lack of experiences you’ve had. I’m not just coping. I’m a huge advocate of looksmaxing and the black pill

Looks aren't everything, don't get too blackpilled you need friends and looks are not the determining factor, almost no correlation at all from ltn to htn, in the sense it doesn't make it easier to get friends. It's really about the vibes you put out and how extroverted you are.

 

[Deleted member 66774]

Don't forget this experience niqqer
It's ur brain being overflowed with emotion, and wants a change,

Whole experience would become low T meaningless shit if you end up loafing around.

 

[Deleted member 22203]

It was okay until high school. My parents were divorced and my father beat my mom. We grew up poor. I had some friends, played outside, and played video games all day. I guess more so, it’s ever since high school and late teens to the present that I’ve never felt truly happy.

what is ur height and race brother