I Cried for the FIRST time in a YEAR (NOCRYINGCELS and TRAUMACELS GTFIH)

[PseudoMaxxer]

Yesterday i cried after a year or so, i felt relief and i got a little bit better.

I was cooking at home for my father and all day i been doing a lot of stuff for my brother and my family in general. I felt overwhelmed and since i been battling depression it didn’t help.

I been al the afternoon looking for prices of euthanasia in europe just to find out i couldn’t get it ( you need to be a terminal patient)

So i decided to kill my self with a fentanyl overdose. i’m now messaging some guys and i should be able to get it by new year’s eve.

So i was cooking and i was already about to blow up from all the stress i had in me and my dad came and gave me a pat on my back and said “thanks…i appreciate you”

I said thanks, he went in the living room and i rushed to my bedroom and started crying in my bed.

Being a manlet virgin and never experience teen love isn’t easy. I been always bottling all up.

I’m going to work for the rest of the year and i’ll send my money to my dad before i end it.

I hate my life

 

[MEMPSK]

dnr listen to freedomain therapy call ins

 

[Deleted member 45118]

i cry all the time, its nice

 

[Deleted member 33108]

Would your father also appreciate you killing yourself? i'm a depressed rotting diseasecel and could easily get a flight and get myself euthanized but I deal with it.

 

[Cali Yuga]

sometimes a nigga gotta cry alone in the shower

never every cry in front of anyone else as a man tho its pure downside

 

[try2beme]

Would your father also appreciate you killing yourself? i'm a depressed rotting diseasecel and could easily get a flight and get myself euthanized but I deal with it.

R u religious?

 

[Deleted member 33108]

R u religious?

I was not raised religious and I was sick long before I looked into theology. One may say it is a coping mechanism however I have always been interested in the study of knowledge, with religion being a fundamental pillar of human knowledge.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Try thyroid

 

[try2beme]

I was not raised religious and I was sick long before I looked into theology. One may say it is a coping mechanism however I have always been interested in the study of knowledge, with religion being a fundamental pillar of human knowledge.

Nice have u looked at Islam or any specific one

 

[Deleted member 33108]

Nice have u looked at Islam or any specific one

I've looked at all of them and i've spoken to Imams, Priests, Rabbis, Monks etc. about the nature of suffering and our purpose in this world, and the proof of their religion. I do respect Islam as a traditional faith.

 

[try2beme]

I've looked at all of them and i've spoken to Imams, Priests, Rabbis, Monks etc. about the nature of suffering and our purpose in this world, and the proof of their religion. I do respect Islam as a traditional faith.

Mirin

 

[emeraldglass]

Yesterday i cried after a year or so, i felt relief and i got a little bit better.

I was cooking at home for my father and all day i been doing a lot of stuff for my brother and my family in general. I felt overwhelmed and since i been battling depression it didn’t help.

I been al the afternoon looking for prices of euthanasia in europe just to find out i couldn’t get it ( you need to be a terminal patient)

So i decided to kill my self with a fentanyl overdose. i’m now messaging some guys and i should be able to get it by new year’s eve.

So i was cooking and i was already about to blow up from all the stress i had in me and my dad came and gave me a pat on my back and said “thanks…i appreciate you”

I said thanks, he went in the living room and i rushed to my bedroom and started crying in my bed.

Being a manlet virgin and never experience teen love isn’t easy. I been always bottling all up.

I’m going to work for the rest of the year and i’ll send my money to my dad before i end it.

I hate my life

The pat on the back from your dad should give you the motivation to stay alive for him.

 

[7zyzz7]

im so sory that youre a manlet,

you should try ER before you ROPE

there is not harm in ER since if you ROPE its ovER anyways

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

im so sory that youre a manlet,

you should try ER before you ROPE

there is not harm in ER since if you ROPE its ovER anyways

never understood what ER is? can you explain?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

im so sory that youre a manlet,

you should try ER before you ROPE

there is not harm in ER since if you ROPE its ovER anyways

but yeah i dont care anymore ill do anything at this point

 

[Whatashame]

Yesterday i cried after a year or so, i felt relief and i got a little bit better.

I was cooking at home for my father and all day i been doing a lot of stuff for my brother and my family in general. I felt overwhelmed and since i been battling depression it didn’t help.

I been al the afternoon looking for prices of euthanasia in europe just to find out i couldn’t get it ( you need to be a terminal patient)

So i decided to kill my self with a fentanyl overdose. i’m now messaging some guys and i should be able to get it by new year’s eve.

So i was cooking and i was already about to blow up from all the stress i had in me and my dad came and gave me a pat on my back and said “thanks…i appreciate you”

I said thanks, he went in the living room and i rushed to my bedroom and started crying in my bed.

Being a manlet virgin and never experience teen love isn’t easy. I been always bottling all up.

I’m going to work for the rest of the year and i’ll send my money to my dad before i end it.

I hate my life

im also searching for suicide ways. I found some in sactioned suicide but the best one was the helium cpap.

 

[Deleted member 45942]

Yesterday i cried after a year or so, i felt relief and i got a little bit better.

I was cooking at home for my father and all day i been doing a lot of stuff for my brother and my family in general. I felt overwhelmed and since i been battling depression it didn’t help.

I been al the afternoon looking for prices of euthanasia in europe just to find out i couldn’t get it ( you need to be a terminal patient)

So i decided to kill my self with a fentanyl overdose. i’m now messaging some guys and i should be able to get it by new year’s eve.

So i was cooking and i was already about to blow up from all the stress i had in me and my dad came and gave me a pat on my back and said “thanks…i appreciate you”

I said thanks, he went in the living room and i rushed to my bedroom and started crying in my bed.

Being a manlet virgin and never experience teen love isn’t easy. I been always bottling all up.

I’m going to work for the rest of the year and i’ll send my money to my dad before i end it.

I hate my life

Sarms + escortmax + clubbing w drugs

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

im also searching for suicide ways. I found some in sactioned suicide but the best one was the helium cpap.

explain better please. Go into detail

 

[Whatashame]

explain better please. Go into detail

Most painless way to rope? The biggest looksmax

ideas please

looksmax.org

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Most painless way to rope? The biggest looksmax

ideas please

looksmax.org

read everything. You sure you wanna do it?
It’s pretty easy i can prepare all of that in a week or so and be gone by halloween. But i’m gonna leave it as a last resort.

Also could you pm me a pic of u? You probably look better than me and contemplating suicide lol

 

[Whatashame]

read everything. You sure you wanna do it?
It’s pretty easy i can prepare all of that in a week or so and be gone by halloween. But i’m gonna leave it as a last resort.

Also could you pm me a pic of u? You probably look better than me and contemplating suicide lol

i will do it for many reasons

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

i will do it for many reasons

wanna talk? PM me

 

[Skywalker]

pussy

 

[fuxkdakikez]

chill out bro don’t kys

 

[Napoleon1800]

never understood what ER is? can you explain?

Elliot rodger. Mass shooting