calvinc
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I'd usually dump this in some discord server but I'm currently banned app-wide (for the next 2 days), I'm pretty drunk right now and need to get this off my chest
I've been cutting for about two weeks now, almost exclusively on the outside of my left forearm. Sometimes I twist aluminum cans in half and make cat scratches with the sharp parts of the can, but mostly I've been using a folding knife I took from my brother's bedroom drawer.
Not for any one particular reason, moreso a congregation of multiple. Pain is purity, and infliction of it on the self is a kind of meditation. It brings me down. It makes me do something I don't want to do for fucking once. I could use more pain in my easy ass lazy ass life. And secondarily, I just really like watching blood bead up on the surface of my skin, and enjoy tasting it when I lick it off. And I like looking down at the procession of thin red lines along my arm the day after
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I've been cutting for about two weeks now, almost exclusively on the outside of my left forearm. Sometimes I twist aluminum cans in half and make cat scratches with the sharp parts of the can, but mostly I've been using a folding knife I took from my brother's bedroom drawer.
Not for any one particular reason, moreso a congregation of multiple. Pain is purity, and infliction of it on the self is a kind of meditation. It brings me down. It makes me do something I don't want to do for fucking once. I could use more pain in my easy ass lazy ass life. And secondarily, I just really like watching blood bead up on the surface of my skin, and enjoy tasting it when I lick it off. And I like looking down at the procession of thin red lines along my arm the day after
Do y'all sympathize or should I rope? Comment below + like + subscribe + hit that bell + leave a dono with the link below + sign up for the billion gambling sites this bullshit website is advertising now
