rambocel
I keep it 💯 like I'm running a fever
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Every time I hang around these people, I end up feeling 10x shittier about myself after the fact, than I did prior. I seek friends in which I can truly confide in, laugh with, talk about my woes and successes with, etc. — but I only seem to attract just the opposite, and it’s truly brutal. I so deeply yearn for a person who I can truly be myself around, and feel good after having been in their presence. On top of that, I also just gained knowledge about there having been a homecoming party (one in which I wasn’t invited to) tonight, which only adds fuel to the fire.
That is the perfect testament to my highschool years being the worst of my life thus far tbh. I really want to believe that there are better days ahead, but it’s hard to when each and every one of them seems to get worse.
That is the perfect testament to my highschool years being the worst of my life thus far tbh. I really want to believe that there are better days ahead, but it’s hard to when each and every one of them seems to get worse.
