i didn’t know adhd was this serious!?

[cheese_stick]

this is a very long yap about adhd..

i know nobody will read this shit but i’ll write anyway for you niggers, if someone can relate or found this helpful please dm me and thanks

so where do i start, since i was a kid i always heard of the term “adhd” but i never really knew what it meant and after i grew up i saw how other people describe adhd and its symptoms i was noticing that i literally have the same symptoms but because i was kinda smart in middle and elementary school i thought im good and just thinking shit, fast forward to high school where things started to get harder and i was getting average 80 grades which was low for me, but i thought i was just studying less (dumb retard it wasn’t like that) what actually happened is that the subject got harder, and when i was thinking about the past and how i had high grades i realized something important, the way i study never changed, it was literally always like this, ((always studying late and waking up in the morning to study)) ((always making excuses to do something else instead)) ((can’t focus much and it’s really rare that i focus on a subject because i always just study whatever and just pass))
. so for a while i thought this is just my limit and maybe im just a retard and not smart enough to study hard subjects, until i saw this guy’s thread about his path in school and adhd, and it sounded really similar to mine and when i read his adhd symptoms it was literally exactly what i had. so i thought maybe i have it, i asked some friends and they told me that im just self diagnosing myself and that im good, and i thought maybe im really just a retard..

so imma just skip the dihpression arc straight to when i went to the psychiatrist,
i told him my symptoms and everything and he told me that yes i have adhd, but for some reason i still thought maybe i’m just self diagnosing (i know i know im dumb)
so he gave me methylphenidate but it was (10mg), i took one pill the next day and it didn’t do shit, it just ruined my sleep. at that point i was like yea i really don’t have adhd and im just a retard

but actually my psychiatrist was the real retard because he didn’t tell me that maybe i have to take a higher dose, i only knew because i read on reddit other people with adhd saying that methylphenidate work at 50mg and also it might not work for all people.

so the next in the morning i had an exam which ofc i didn’t study for it, so i just said fuck it and took 50 mg, i didn’t really expect much but oh my nature holy fuck, after 30 mins i suddenly felt like a robot, i was actually focused on the book!! there is no distraction in my brain like what the fuck i can just focus on the damn thing. what the actual fuck bro?? there is no way normal people are like this right? how like how, i never thought that adhd was this serious!!??? am i overreacting? holy fuck. when i went to the exam i answered so fast, and then literally lost in thoughts for like 3 HOURS, im deadass 3 hours!! i was so locked in, i was analyzing everything in my whole life and my whole ideas and shit, i was getting so much discoveries i literally felt like i fucking upgraded my character.

i don’t know how to describe it properly, but it’s literally like i was on free brain plan and just upgraded to the premium pack

or like i had 8 gig of ram and just upgraded to 34 gigs

if anybody of you niggers read this please give me your opinion


TL;DR: cave man discovers fire

 

[slycooperr]

This is straight up some autist ramblings

 

[cheese_stick]

This is straight up some autist ramblings

that’s right nigga

 

[crazyguy]

this is a very long yap about adhd..

i know nobody will read this shit but i’ll write anyway for you niggers, if someone can relate or found this helpful please dm me and thanks

so where do i start, since i was a kid i always heard of the term “adhd” but i never really knew what it meant and after i grew up i saw how other people describe adhd and its symptoms i was noticing that i literally have the same symptoms but because i was kinda smart in middle and elementary school i thought im good and just thinking shit, fast forward to high school where things started to get harder and i was getting average 80 grades which was low for me, but i thought i was just studying less (dumb retard it wasn’t like that) what actually happened is that the subject got harder, and when i was thinking about the past and how i had high grades i realized something important, the way i study never changed, it was literally always like this, ((always studying late and waking up in the morning to study)) ((always making excuses to do something else instead)) ((can’t focus much and it’s really rare that i focus on a subject because i always just study whatever and just pass))
. so for a while i thought this is just my limit and maybe im just a retard and not smart enough to study hard subjects, until i saw this guy’s thread about his path in school and adhd, and it sounded really similar to mine and when i read his adhd symptoms it was literally exactly what i had. so i thought maybe i have it, i asked some friends and they told me that im just self diagnosing myself and that im good, and i thought maybe im really just a retard..

so imma just skip the dihpression arc straight to when i went to the psychiatrist,
i told him my symptoms and everything and he told me that yes i have adhd, but for some reason i still thought maybe i’m just self diagnosing (i know i know im dumb)
so he gave me methylphenidate but it was (10mg), i took one pill the next day and it didn’t do shit, it just ruined my sleep. at that point i was like yea i really don’t have adhd and im just a retard

but actually my psychiatrist was the real retard because he didn’t tell me that maybe i have to take a higher dose, i only knew because i read on reddit other people with adhd saying that methylphenidate work at 50mg and also it might not work for all people.

so the next in the morning i had an exam which ofc i didn’t study for it, so i just said fuck it and took 50 mg, i didn’t really expect much but oh my nature holy fuck, after 30 mins i suddenly felt like a robot, i was actually focused on the book!! there is no distraction in my brain like what the fuck i can just focus on the damn thing. what the actual fuck bro?? there is no way normal people are like this right? how like how, i never thought that adhd was this serious!!??? am i overreacting? holy fuck. when i went to the exam i answered so fast, and then literally lost in thoughts for like 3 HOURS, im deadass 3 hours!! i was so locked in, i was analyzing everything in my whole life and my whole ideas and shit, i was getting so much discoveries i literally felt like i fucking upgraded my character.

i don’t know how to describe it properly, but it’s literally like i was on free brain plan and just upgraded to the premium pack

or like i had 8 gig of ram and just upgraded to 34 gigs

if anybody of you niggers read this please give me your opinion


TL;DR: cave man discovers fire

i read this

 

[kisslessvirgin]

I share this experience with you

 

[yandere888]

this is a very long yap about adhd..

i know nobody will read this shit but i’ll write anyway for you niggers, if someone can relate or found this helpful please dm me and thanks

so where do i start, since i was a kid i always heard of the term “adhd” but i never really knew what it meant and after i grew up i saw how other people describe adhd and its symptoms i was noticing that i literally have the same symptoms but because i was kinda smart in middle and elementary school i thought im good and just thinking shit, fast forward to high school where things started to get harder and i was getting average 80 grades which was low for me, but i thought i was just studying less (dumb retard it wasn’t like that) what actually happened is that the subject got harder, and when i was thinking about the past and how i had high grades i realized something important, the way i study never changed, it was literally always like this, ((always studying late and waking up in the morning to study)) ((always making excuses to do something else instead)) ((can’t focus much and it’s really rare that i focus on a subject because i always just study whatever and just pass))
. so for a while i thought this is just my limit and maybe im just a retard and not smart enough to study hard subjects, until i saw this guy’s thread about his path in school and adhd, and it sounded really similar to mine and when i read his adhd symptoms it was literally exactly what i had. so i thought maybe i have it, i asked some friends and they told me that im just self diagnosing myself and that im good, and i thought maybe im really just a retard..

so imma just skip the dihpression arc straight to when i went to the psychiatrist,
i told him my symptoms and everything and he told me that yes i have adhd, but for some reason i still thought maybe i’m just self diagnosing (i know i know im dumb)
so he gave me methylphenidate but it was (10mg), i took one pill the next day and it didn’t do shit, it just ruined my sleep. at that point i was like yea i really don’t have adhd and im just a retard

but actually my psychiatrist was the real retard because he didn’t tell me that maybe i have to take a higher dose, i only knew because i read on reddit other people with adhd saying that methylphenidate work at 50mg and also it might not work for all people.

so the next in the morning i had an exam which ofc i didn’t study for it, so i just said fuck it and took 50 mg, i didn’t really expect much but oh my nature holy fuck, after 30 mins i suddenly felt like a robot, i was actually focused on the book!! there is no distraction in my brain like what the fuck i can just focus on the damn thing. what the actual fuck bro?? there is no way normal people are like this right? how like how, i never thought that adhd was this serious!!??? am i overreacting? holy fuck. when i went to the exam i answered so fast, and then literally lost in thoughts for like 3 HOURS, im deadass 3 hours!! i was so locked in, i was analyzing everything in my whole life and my whole ideas and shit, i was getting so much discoveries i literally felt like i fucking upgraded my character.

i don’t know how to describe it properly, but it’s literally like i was on free brain plan and just upgraded to the premium pack

or like i had 8 gig of ram and just upgraded to 34 gigs

if anybody of you niggers read this please give me your opinion


TL;DR: cave man discovers fire

i want adderal to focus better in class and actually do well in school.
I've had this problem my whole life but cause i always manadge to do well in the end for onc everyone focuses on my positive qualities and the face i may have adhd is un-noticed

 

[cheese_stick]

i read this

uhmmm any thoughts?

 

[cheese_stick]

I share this experience with you

thanks for relating nigga and good pfp i’ll goon to it

 

[crazyguy]

uhmmm any thoughts?

yeah

 

[cheese_stick]

i want adderal to focus better in class and actually do well in school.
I've had this problem my whole life but cause i always manadge to do well in the end for onc everyone focuses on my positive qualities and the face i may have adhd is un-noticed

exactly bro, like i had adhd in middle school but because i was decent i just passed without a problem, but when things got harder the old shit didn’t work anymore

 

[cheese_stick]

yeah

good idea nigger, i’ll rape you
sorry i meant rep

 

[crazyguy]

good idea nigger, i’ll rape you
sorry i meant rep

do you want a 30% warning

 

[cheese_stick]

do you want a 30% warning

okay okay sorry daddy

 

[cheese_stick]

autistic bump