I didn't realize I was socially underdeveloped until 16.

[chudcell999]

Let me tell you fags the moment I realized i was socially underdeveloped. It was sophomore year in pottery class I fucking hated that class mainly because everyone else had fun while I just sat alone anyways I was the first one there at a table surrounded by foid they started showing up one by one until every single seat next to me was a foid
They were all estranged but soon they started talking to each other until you could tell they were getting very friendly I always knew people had an easier time talking to others at this point they're all basically friends and I haven't spoken a single word to them despite me literally sitting a foot away so I can hear everything they're saying they learn to treat me like a statue I might as well have been one because I was there and never spoke a word. besides the occasional can I barrow this or that.
Anyways one day was special because one started talking how a guy was pressuring her to give him a blow job. then they all started all taking about how one of the girls has sex with her bf all the time and lets him cum in her because she's on the pill and how the other girl was wanting to lose her virginity to her crush and even the fat torta had a 20 year old bf that would sex her all the time. Basically a whole hour and a half of the straight freaked out talk I was trying my best not to cry because these females were a year under me so these girls are 14 talking like this. All ltbs besides one of them which was a body maxed MTB another part of me died that day realizing how far behind I am in life. 18 years old and I still have yet to have any romantic success or even anything at all even friendly with a foid that's not even as bad as the one time one of the ltbs brings her ghetto ass Edgar BF in to class so he's skipping whatever class he was in anyway he has this girl sitting on her lap and they keep kissing and he keeps grabbing her tits and ass how could this nigger that I MOG be cucking me so fucking hard ugly as 5'9 edger slaying shit before me? A 5'11 mtn? That's why I partially only believe some parts of the black pill. They say swag and game isn't something real but it 100% is

 

[chudcell999]

Fuck the mother fucking Edgar for cucking me

 

[lilcrodyshe]

Damn nigga I read all of that, just start wearing spider hoodies an shi idk, and get a taper

 

[ndslth8r]

Let me tell you fags the moment I realized i was socially underdeveloped. It was sophomore year in pottery class I fucking hated that class mainly because everyone else had fun while I just sat alone anyways I was the first one there at a table surrounded by foid they started showing up one by one until every single seat next to me was a foid
They were all estranged but soon they started talking to each other until you could tell they were getting very friendly I always knew people had an easier time talking to others at this point they're all basically friends and I haven't spoken a single word to them despite me literally sitting a foot away so I can hear everything they're saying they learn to treat me like a statue I might as well have been one because I was there and never spoke a word. besides the occasional can I barrow this or that.
Anyways one day was special because one started talking how a guy was pressuring her to give him a blow job. then they all started all taking about how one of the girls has sex with her bf all the time and lets him cum in her because she's on the pill and how the other girl was wanting to lose her virginity to her crush and even the fat torta had a 20 year old bf that would sex her all the time. Basically a whole hour and a half of the straight freaked out talk I was trying my best not to cry because these females were a year under me so these girls are 14 talking like this. All ltbs besides one of them which was a body maxed MTB another part of me died that day realizing how far behind I am in life. 18 years old and I still have yet to have any romantic success or even anything at all even friendly with a foid that's not even as bad as the one time one of the ltbs brings her ghetto ass Edgar BF in to class so he's skipping whatever class he was in anyway he has this girl sitting on her lap and they keep kissing and he keeps grabbing her tits and ass how could this nigger that I MOG be cucking me so fucking hard ugly as 5'9 edger slaying shit before me? A 5'11 mtn? That's why I partially only believe some parts of the black pill. They say swag and game isn't something real but it 100% is

Not reading allat but nice ig

 

[UserE_7.random]

Let me tell you fags the moment I realized i was socially underdeveloped. It was sophomore year in pottery class I fucking hated that class mainly because everyone else had fun while I just sat alone anyways I was the first one there at a table surrounded by foid they started showing up one by one until every single seat next to me was a foid
They were all estranged but soon they started talking to each other until you could tell they were getting very friendly I always knew people had an easier time talking to others at this point they're all basically friends and I haven't spoken a single word to them despite me literally sitting a foot away so I can hear everything they're saying they learn to treat me like a statue I might as well have been one because I was there and never spoke a word. besides the occasional can I barrow this or that.
Anyways one day was special because one started talking how a guy was pressuring her to give him a blow job. then they all started all taking about how one of the girls has sex with her bf all the time and lets him cum in her because she's on the pill and how the other girl was wanting to lose her virginity to her crush and even the fat torta had a 20 year old bf that would sex her all the time. Basically a whole hour and a half of the straight freaked out talk I was trying my best not to cry because these females were a year under me so these girls are 14 talking like this. All ltbs besides one of them which was a body maxed MTB another part of me died that day realizing how far behind I am in life. 18 years old and I still have yet to have any romantic success or even anything at all even friendly with a foid that's not even as bad as the one time one of the ltbs brings her ghetto ass Edgar BF in to class so he's skipping whatever class he was in anyway he has this girl sitting on her lap and they keep kissing and he keeps grabbing her tits and ass how could this nigger that I MOG be cucking me so fucking hard ugly as 5'9 edger slaying shit before me? A 5'11 mtn? That's why I partially only believe some parts of the black pill. They say swag and game isn't something real but it 100% is

It was 15 for me during Freshman year and it was probably worst Sophmore year

 

[chudcell999]

Damn nigga I read all of that, just start wearing spider hoodies an shi idk, and get a taper

I'm out of high school. I'm not going to pretend to be ghetto when I'm not. Got rare aesthetic not much for fashion but when I dress I dress all black im kind of like a Mexican redneck

 

[chudcell999]

It was 15 for me during Freshman year and it was probably worst Sophmore year

Tell me your story

 

[UserE_7.random]

Tell me your story

Went into new school(HS) and I’ll just simplify for the most part.

Most of the normies were annoying jesters or those long time friends. Had some bad interactions and dreaded going to school. I also more blackpilled at this time making it worse. Some other things were going along in my life and I also found out I was ND. Missed a lot of school because I just mentally exhausted basically

 

[chudcell999]

Went into new school(HS) and I’ll just simplify for the most part.

Most of the normies were annoying jesters or those long time friends. Had some bad interactions and dreaded going to school. I also more blackpilled at this time making it worse. Some other things were going along in my life and I also found out I was ND. Missed a lot of school because I just mentally exhausted basically

I was pretty black pilled at this time of the story but it didn't really make me realize just how far behind I really was until I heard what males and females my age were doing behind closed doors or after school hours. Going into high school I thought most people my age were just getting in the groove of talking to the opposite sex but to my surprise they were already fucking and sucking and had been for a while.

 

[Former Shortcel]

Being a manlet with a dimolet face at the start of secondary school destroyed my social development

 

[chudcell999]

Being a manlet with a dimolet face at the start of secondary school destroyed my social development

I'm sorry but I'm neither of those things and I still failed.