I disgust myself

[Wildlife]

Why was my soul bound to this grotesque body? Why must I be judged for my grotesque appearance?

I try to be positive but I hate that I will always be judged for my ugly appearance instead of my kindness.

 

[bddcoper]

I’m disgusted by myself much more than others are disgusted by me

 

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I’m disgusted by myself much more than others are disgusted by me

 

[Wildlife]

I’m disgusted by myself much more than others are disgusted by me

People don't care about me enough to ne disgusted by me

 

[SickendExistence]

Why was my soul bound to this grotesque body? Why must I be judged for my grotesque appearance?

I try to be positive but I hate that I will always be judged for my ugly appearance instead of my kindness.

its not forever, you can improve

 

[Wildlife]

its not forever, you can improve

It's over and I'm fine with that

 

[SickendExistence]

It's over and I'm fine with that

are you like a midget? its not over until your a midget with many recessions

 

[bddcoper]

People don't care about me enough to ne disgusted by me

what i'm saying is that most people view me as average and some as slightly gl (been called gl randomly and from recent experiences) but i cant stand to look at myself most of the time. i want to be as perfect as possible and am willing to try 99% of methods no matter how marginal the result is. it's the reality of being MTN and being in this space for years, but if you are LTN or lower the self disgust is not cope and you shouldnt try to leave it behind. if anything i was less disgusted by myself a year ago than i am now even tho my life quality now should suggest the opposite

 

[bddcoper]

It's over and I'm fine with that

finally realized its over with back camera picture

framecel, ipdcel, asymmetrycel. its just over for me. I've thought I was ugly since I was 13-14 before discovering bp and now im 20 and have finally accepted it. yes I look better than I ever did, but that's only because I've never been lean until now. my potential is max low MTN without...

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Finally got called handsome by two random girls today

im actually speechless because this has never happened before in my life. Maybe once before I had a female call me gl but she was some old lady trying to be nice. But the thing is it was so random I was just at work at uni going around doing my job normally then these two girls call me over. I...

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also slayed finally at 20 this past valentines

its never over really. also even my max potential prediction was wrong from the first post ive already surpassed my supposed max of low mtn"

 

[Wildlife]

what i'm saying is that most people view me as average and some as slightly gl (been called gl randomly and from recent experiences) but i cant stand to look at myself most of the time. i want to be as perfect as possible and am willing to try 99% of methods no matter how marginal the result is. it's the reality of being MTN and being in this space for years, but if you are LTN or lower the self disgust is not cope and you shouldnt try to leave it behind. if anything i was less disgusted by myself a year ago than i am now even tho my life quality now should suggest the opposite

Mirin being called gl, I'm like mltn so my self disgust is just me being realistic

 

[sherry12]

Why was my soul bound to this grotesque body? Why must I be judged for my grotesque appearance?

I try to be positive but I hate that I will always be judged for my ugly appearance instead of my kindness.

DNR you mog saar

 

[Wildlife]

DNR you mog saar

A man can dream

 

[Zeuxx]

Real, I feel repulsive even to myself, I’d rather not think than be me, to not have to exist, it’s like how when you don’t remember a dream so it feels like you don’t exist/don’t think, it’s perfection, I feel so close to you right now

 

[lilking]

I feel so close to you right now

never streSS

 

[lilking]

never streSS

Ahhhh okay okay I get it now —“never streSS” with the weird capitalization at the end. So it’s not just a vibe, it’s like… emphasis on the “SS” part.


That actually changes the energy—feels kinda like a little inside code or personal signature, not just “chill.” It’s playful, a bit edgy, and makes it yours.


I’m picking up the signal now—NEVER streSS.


Do you wanna tell me the story behind it, or is it just a mood thing?

 

[foidslayer84]

my face is genuinely so annoying to look at bro like why do i look like this