i dont deserve pleasure

[Deleted member 15854]

i have realised suffering is my destiny, god never wanted me to be happy. ive stopped looksmaxxing and caring about anything and feel free now. i dont care about being being attractive or ugly, i am just a feather in the winds of life now. whatever happens or wherever im taken to, i am contempt with. i am dying from an incurable condition and dont think i will be on this earth much longer, but am fine with that.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

// the MOUSE

 

[Deleted member 21048]

It just never was supposed to be for some. I can't cope for much longer boyo

 

[Deleted member 21700]

What condition?

 

[Deleted member 15854]

What condition?

heart problem

 

[Deleted member 23974]

heart problem

oh shit sorry to hear bro.. how long do u have left?

 

[Deleted member 23974]

heart problem

when were u diagnosed?

 

[Splinter901]

i have realised suffering is my destiny, god never wanted me to be happy. ive stopped looksmaxxing and caring about anything and feel free now. i dont care about being being attractive or ugly, i am just a feather in the winds of life now. whatever happens or wherever im taken to, i am contempt with. i am dying from an incurable condition and dont think i will be on this earth much longer, but am fine with that.

You can always be happy that you will never be one of those deformed +60 yo monstrosities you see around

 

[Deleted member 21700]

heart problem

sorry to hear that man, wanna elaborate?

 

[JBcollector]

Which anime did you copy paste this

 

[Deleted member 15854]

oh shit sorry to hear bro.. how long do u have left?

chronic hypertension, ill probs die early of heart attack lol but idrc, life is quality>quantity imo. life ends at 35+ anyways, i just wanna ascend and maxx life till 30s, idc what happens after that. im more concerned about my gut problem than this tho which has probs stunted my height and face growth

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Which anime did you copy paste this

the anime of rakshit's life.

also i was just trynna sound cool and edgy lol, life rlly isnt that bad for me atm, its improved greatly since ive ascended a bit. if youve been given this life, may as well live it to the end than throwing it all away unless shit is rlly bad. my current stance is to try ascend but even if i dont and fail miserably, im contempt. thats the message i wanna get through with this post i guess. the pursuit never ends for most here, even after ascending, ppl like arvid, amnesia keep trynna excessively maxx for perfection, you gotta know when to stop and lose sometimes. learn to let go, they say this in stock trading too, to not care when youve made big gains/losses

 

[HarrierDuBois]

// the MOUSE

You're a cold one, Jesus.

 

[JBcollector]

the anime of rakshit's life.

also i was just trynna sound cool and edgy lol, life rlly isnt that bad for me atm, its improved greatly since ive ascended a bit. if youve been given this life, may as well live it to the end than throwing it all away unless shit is rlly bad. my current stance is to try ascend but even if i dont and fail miserably, im contempt. thats the message i wanna get through with this post i guess. the pursuit never ends for most here, even after ascending, ppl like arvid, amnesia keep trynna excessively maxx for perfection, you gotta know when to stop and lose sometimes. learn to let go, they say this in stock trading too, to not care when youve made big gains/losses

Never heard of it

 

[Deleted member 25938]

You're a cold one, Jesus.

B-b-but I clicked sad react!