I don't even rot anymore

[BigBallsLarry]

I used to have absolutely nothing to do in my life, all i would do is go to school, go to the gym and sleep, and inbetween/during those times i'd rot on social media (mainly discord) or more recently this site.

In my peak i'd rack out 300 posts per day, i went from 20k rep to 50k rep in less than 3 months, and nowadays i barely do 20-30 per day

I'm busy now with a lot of things, like with actually studying and focusing to get good attendence at school. It was 20% a month ago, now its 45%, still not good but definitely better and i can still pass the grade if i continue like this next semester.

Also, locking in at the gym, cooking more good and healthy meals and improving my diet day by day and learning more skills.

In my free time, i spend time with my bros or my girlfriend and work on genuinely being social - which isn't working out too great because of autism, butatleast i'm trying . Recently i picked up GTA online again and i usually play it in the evenings/night with my friends, instead of rotting on here like i used to.

Dowloading GTA online after 3 years 😍😍

I'll probably have to wait quite some time before it downloads on my brick of a PC, but it's worth the wait. I'm already set up on a date with my bro to play together and explore the new stuff that was added. Last time i played was in 2022, i miss it so much and i couldn't take the nostalgia so...

looksmax.org

I wasn't this focused on life in months if not years, it feels really good.

I genuinely hope all of you eventually find something to do, instead of spending all of your time here. I always found this forum as more of a passtime, something i just enjoyed and loved to spend time in, but after this i realised that nothing beats actually feeling like you're spending your time living your life, and not living online.

@Daddy's Home @Orka @Insomnia @Bryce @TechnoBoss

 

[Gengar]

No tag no care!

 

[BigBallsLarry]

No tag no care!

Bhai you usually don't respond to my tags, i saw you were online so i'd know you see it anyway.

I can tag more of my friends, @Jason Voorhees

 

[Gengar]

Bhai you usually don't respond to my tags, i saw you were online so i'd know you see it anyway.

I can tag more of my friends, @Jason Voorhees

Oh fuck, I haven’t seen your tags. In fact, I’ve not checked like 600 of my notifications. My bad.

 

[SomaliSub5]

i feel like being on this site for too long is a net negative for me

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Oh fuck, I haven’t seen your tags. In fact, I’ve not checked like 600 of my notifications. My bad.

Yeah make sense No worries, i sometimes wake up to 100+ notifiactions and i don't feel like checking them all, end up doing it later in the day or even another day Why are you not sleeping?

 

[dnrwarrior11]

I find posting on here boring in the first place ngl

But I’ve picked up gta again just yesterday, the new updates they added at least make it different and a little more exciting than before I guess

 

[rata999]

I used to have absolutely nothing to do in my life, all i would do is go to school, go to the gym and sleep, and inbetween/during those times i'd rot on social media (mainly discord) or more recently this site.

In my peak i'd rack out 300 posts per day, i went from 20k rep to 50k rep in less than 3 months, and nowadays i barely do 20-30 per day

I'm busy now with a lot of things, like with actually studying and focusing to get good attendence at school. It was 20% a month ago, now its 45%, still not good but definitely better and i can still pass the grade if i continue like this next semester.

Also, locking in at the gym, cooking more good and healthy meals and improving my diet day by day and learning more skills.

In my free time, i spend time with my bros or my girlfriend and work on genuinely being social - which isn't working out too great because of autism, butatleast i'm trying . Recently i picked up GTA online again and i usually play it in the evenings/night with my friends, instead of rotting on here like i used to.

Dowloading GTA online after 3 years 😍😍

I'll probably have to wait quite some time before it downloads on my brick of a PC, but it's worth the wait. I'm already set up on a date with my bro to play together and explore the new stuff that was added. Last time i played was in 2022, i miss it so much and i couldn't take the nostalgia so...

looksmax.org

I wasn't this focused on life in months if not years, it feels really good.

I genuinely hope all of you eventually find something to do, instead of spending all of your time here. I always found this forum as more of a passtime, something i just enjoyed and loved to spend time in, but after this i realised that nothing beats actually feeling like you're spending your time living your life, and not living online.

@Daddy's Home @Orka @Insomnia @Bryce @TechnoBoss

Mogs me

 

[Gengar]

Yeah make sense No worries, i sometimes wake up to 100+ notifiactions and i don't feel like checking them all, end up doing it later in the day or even another day Why are you not sleeping?

I haven’t gone to them in a few days now. Like you, I’ve been less active but I’ll try to be more active. Uh, good question, my sleeping schedule’s a bit messed up again but I hope to fix it again. What about you? It felt like it was the weekend, but it’s just Wednesday. Why are you up on a school night?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i feel like being on this site for too long is a net negative for me

Spending time on anything that doesn't bring you real rewards is a net negative, online or IRL, but the truth is that it brings you enjoyment and that's nothing to be ashamed or mad about.

You'll see eventually, when you find something that brings you enjoyment IRL, that spending time on a virtual site isn't even comparable to feeling alive.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

But I’ve picked up gta again just yesterday, the new updates they added at least make it different and a little more exciting than before I guess

I've played GTA last time in 2022/2023, so they've added a lot since ive been active, i still haven't checked everything out.. I have 7M atm and i'm saving for the new mansion

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Why are you up on a school night?

Same as you man, sleep schedule fucked up. My new addiction to GTA went too deep and i stayed up all night yesterday doing missions So i slept at day and now obviously i can't sleep.. Today i'll stay busy to make sure to not sleep during day and go to sleep at a good time to fix the schedule.

 

[dnrwarrior11]

, i still haven't checked everyone out.. I have 7M atm and i'm saving for the new mansion

same, I had only looked around for a few minutes. and how much is this mansion? I have 87M

 

[hollowed]

That’s really great man

 

[Gengar]

Same as you man, sleep schedule fucked up. My new addiction to GTA went too deep and i stayed up all night yesterday doing missions So i slept at day and now obviously i can't sleep.. Today i'll stay busy to make sure to not sleep during day and go to sleep at a good time to fix the schedule.

I suggest something else. What time did you sleep yesterday? Make sure to cut it down by an hour or half an hour. If you slept at 3 PM, then this time sleep at 2 PM, then the next day 1 PM, until you go back to 1-2AM. It takes more time to have it fixed, but at least you’ll not be sleep-deprived. Not sleeping is really bad!

 

[BigBallsLarry]

same, I had only looked around for a few minutes. and how much is this mansion? I have 87M

Fully decked out they're gonna cost ya around 16-18M depending on location, pretty expensive, but you get a cat/dog and an ai assistant that calls you daddy, so it's worth it.

87M is a lot, barely half of what i ever made in total Is it on GTA V story mode or online?

 

[jester]

I used to have absolutely nothing to do in my life, all i would do is go to school, go to the gym and sleep, and inbetween/during those times i'd rot on social media (mainly discord) or more recently this site.

In my peak i'd rack out 300 posts per day, i went from 20k rep to 50k rep in less than 3 months, and nowadays i barely do 20-30 per day

I'm busy now with a lot of things, like with actually studying and focusing to get good attendence at school. It was 20% a month ago, now its 45%, still not good but definitely better and i can still pass the grade if i continue like this next semester.

Also, locking in at the gym, cooking more good and healthy meals and improving my diet day by day and learning more skills.

In my free time, i spend time with my bros or my girlfriend and work on genuinely being social - which isn't working out too great because of autism, butatleast i'm trying . Recently i picked up GTA online again and i usually play it in the evenings/night with my friends, instead of rotting on here like i used to.

Dowloading GTA online after 3 years 😍😍

I'll probably have to wait quite some time before it downloads on my brick of a PC, but it's worth the wait. I'm already set up on a date with my bro to play together and explore the new stuff that was added. Last time i played was in 2022, i miss it so much and i couldn't take the nostalgia so...

looksmax.org

I wasn't this focused on life in months if not years, it feels really good.

I genuinely hope all of you eventually find something to do, instead of spending all of your time here. I always found this forum as more of a passtime, something i just enjoyed and loved to spend time in, but after this i realised that nothing beats actually feeling like you're spending your time living your life, and not living online.

@Daddy's Home @Orka @Insomnia @Bryce @TechnoBoss

wrong prefix bro, lifefuel/success/motivation
mirin

 

[BigBallsLarry]

That’s really great man

Thanks matey

 

[BigBallsLarry]

wrong prefix bro, lifefuel/success/motivation
mirin

I can change it to success.. I always use discussion for things because i like discussing..

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I suggest something else. What time did you sleep yesterday? Make sure to cut it down by an hour or half an hour. If you slept at 3 PM, then this time sleep at 2 PM, then the next day 1 PM, until you go back to 1-2AM. It takes more time to have it fixed, but at least you’ll not be sleep-deprived. Not sleeping is really bad!

I appriciate the advice but it's not gonna work for me bhai, i have to stay in a tight schedule every day so i need a quick fix or i'll start skipping school/gym again.

 

[Bryce]

You and I both. Fun to check in every once and a while but otherwise there's not much to look at.

 

[jester]

I can change it to success.. I always use discussion for things because i like discussing..

i wasn’t trying to be a karen bro mb, was js tryna imply you did good
good stuff man

 

[Gengar]

I appriciate the advice but it's not gonna work for me bhai, i have to stay in a tight schedule every day so i need a quick fix or i'll start skipping school/gym again.

That makes sense. I’m on a winter break now, so it’s all good. What times are you active these days on the forum? Also, uh.. do you use Steam to talk with your friends?

 

[dnrwarrior11]

Fully decked out they're gonna cost ya around 16-18M depending on location, pretty expensive, but you get a cat/dog and an ai assistant that calls you daddy, so it's worth it.

Ah ok, I’ve actually seen this on reels before I believe where the assisstant was calling the dude daddy

87M is a lot, barely half of what i ever made in total Is it on GTA V story mode or online?

It’s in online, I rarely play story mode. Shits boring

I’ve made over 300M though, I just used to play a lot.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Good for you man. I'm unfortunately too far gone to come back. All I can do is limit my usage

 

[BigBallsLarry]

You and I both. Fun to check in every once and a while but otherwise there's not much to look at.

My issue is that there is just not much to discuss.. Everything is repeated, it's hard to find a thread with which i haven't interacted with in the past.

This makes it so that every single one of my replies is a repetition of what i already said in another reply, so it gets stale and tiring fast.

 

[Nutsack2000]

Mirin the living brah

I don’t have friends, my grades are shit, no plan for the future
It’s over

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Good for you man. I'm unfortunately too far gone to come back. All I can do is limit my usage

Limiting my usage is what i do aswell, that's why i said not rotting, not fully quitting.

I don't think i'll ever quit this site untill it just shuts down or dies entirely. I've made way too many friends and connections here. The first thing i do in the morning isn't responding to messages, checking emails or checking instagram notifications, it's checking org notifs.. lol.

 

[Acquiescence]

Good for you, genuinely

But for me

I’ve never rotted more in my life

The day to day is so stressful and painful now I need to mentally escape it even if it’s just for an hour or two

It will only get worse

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Mirin the living brah

I don’t have friends, my grades are shit, no plan for the future
It’s over

You're young, you dont need plans for the future, this is what i learned myself.

You need to lock into making it through and then figure everything out at your pace as you go, you can't get overwhelmed. First focus on your grades and living out your teenage life, then after you finish school focus on other things.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Limiting my usage is what i do aswell, that's why i said not rotting, not fully quitting.

I don't think i'll ever quit this site untill it just shuts down or dies entirely. I've made way too many friends and connections here. The first thing i do in the morning isn't responding to messages, checking emails or checking instagram notifications, it's checking org notifs.. lol.

Same brah. Done this for years.

 

[Bryce]

My issue is that there is just not much to discuss.. Everything is repeated, it's hard to find a thread with which i haven't interacted with in the past.

This makes it so that every single one of my replies is a repetition of what i already said in another reply, so it gets stale and tiring fast.

Yeah it's literally just clav or some other shit that you need to use TikTok to know about. We need a new trend or smth it's getting stale as fuck.

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Glad to hear that bhai. As a serial rotter (even worse than you) Im starting to make some positive improvements too. Been gymcelling for past half year (made no gainz yet tho ).

But my life's been having more meaning when I started to force myself to do stuff that I wouldn't normally do

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i wasn’t trying to be a karen bro mb, was js tryna imply you did good
good stuff man

Thanks bhai, and no problem, i didn't take it offensively

 

[Nutsack2000]

You're young, you dont need plans for the future, this is what i learned myself.

You need to lock into making it through and then figure everything out at your pace as you go, you can't get overwhelmed. First focus on your grades and living out your teenage life, then after you finish school focus on other things.

Wish I could man

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I’ve made over 300M though, I just used to play a lot.

How are you holding out 80 million? I usually instantly spend my money on things that make me more money, i've never held more than 7M in my bank untill now

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Wish I could man

What's stopping you?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

That makes sense. I’m on a winter break now, so it’s all good. What times are you active these days on the forum? Also, uh.. do you use Steam to talk with your friends?

I mainly use discord, but when my friend isn't responding then i'll message him on steam because it sends a loud obnoxious notification lol Enjoy your winter break! Mine starts this weekend, no school for 2 weeks!

 

[Nutsack2000]

What's stopping you?

Mentalcel
I kinda want to like get a diagnosis or something

Also I’m pretty sure I’m autistic or something but I can’t know for sure as my mom never got me tested for anything

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Good for you, genuinely

But for me

I’ve never rotted more in my life

The day to day is so stressful and painful now I need to mentally escape it even if it’s just for an hour or two

It will only get worse

Using this forum for escape is good, that's what i also did, an escape will eventually help you find your way through the hard times. Living in constant stress is worse than rotting.

 

[dnrwarrior11]

How are you holding out 80 million? I usually instantly spend my money on things that make me more money, i've never held more than 7M in my bank untill now

I’ve just bought like nearly everything I would ever need

I mean if u think about it, let’s just say I have 300m

u can get a lot out of that 220 million

I also have ocd too I only like to buy things that look nice, I don’t just pointlessly spend money tbh

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Yeah it's literally just clav or some other shit that you need to use TikTok to know about. We need a new trend or smth it's getting stale as fuck.

It's not even an issue of new trends, but just how long the site is alive for. I've been here for less than 5 months and i already feel like i've seen everything the site has to offer.

I never could understand how a user can stay active for so many years and not get bored.. (@Gengar )

 

[Gengar]

I mainly use discord, but when my friend isn't responding then i'll message him on steam because it sends a loud obnoxious notification lol Enjoy your winter break! Mine starts this weekend, no school for 2 weeks!

Wooohoooo! Whatcha gonna do during the break? And okay, I think I have you added on discord. Didn’t know Steam sends loud, obnoxious notifications through its chats! What I used to do back in the day is have group chats on Steam as we played the same game with friends.

 

[Node]

ur ain’t eva rot

 

[BigBallsLarry]

But my life's been having more meaning when I started to force myself to do stuff that I wouldn't normally do

Exactly, us lazycels need to force ourselves to do shit, but once we do it and it actually works out it feels ethereal. Good luck with your gymcelling, good shit mang.

 

[Gengar]

It's not even an issue of new trends, but just how long the site is alive for. I've been here for less than 5 months and i already feel like i've seen everything the site has to offer.

I never could understand how a user can stay active for so many years and not get bored.. (@Gengar )

I don’t get bored in general, but I can become very uninterested in the forum like I was the past few weeks. That’s why I was pretty much inactive until today.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Wooohoooo! Whatcha gonna do during the break? And okay, I think I have you added on discord. Didn’t know Steam sends loud, obnoxious notifications through its chats! What I used to do back in the day is have group chats on Steam as we played the same game with friends.

What kind of games do you play? I wouldn't mind playing some games with you, we sometimes do large sessions (10+ people) of Goose Goose Duck or Among Us with mods.

 

[Gengar]

What kind of games do you play? I wouldn't mind playing some games with you, we sometimes do large sessions (10+ people) of Goose Goose Duck or Among Us with mods.

I don’t play anything. I mainly watch tv shows or movies or anime.

 

[surgerymaxxingsoon]

I used to have absolutely nothing to do in my life, all i would do is go to school, go to the gym and sleep, and inbetween/during those times i'd rot on social media (mainly discord) or more recently this site.

In my peak i'd rack out 300 posts per day, i went from 20k rep to 50k rep in less than 3 months, and nowadays i barely do 20-30 per day

I'm busy now with a lot of things, like with actually studying and focusing to get good attendence at school. It was 20% a month ago, now its 45%, still not good but definitely better and i can still pass the grade if i continue like this next semester.

Also, locking in at the gym, cooking more good and healthy meals and improving my diet day by day and learning more skills.

In my free time, i spend time with my bros or my girlfriend and work on genuinely being social - which isn't working out too great because of autism, butatleast i'm trying . Recently i picked up GTA online again and i usually play it in the evenings/night with my friends, instead of rotting on here like i used to.

Dowloading GTA online after 3 years 😍😍

I'll probably have to wait quite some time before it downloads on my brick of a PC, but it's worth the wait. I'm already set up on a date with my bro to play together and explore the new stuff that was added. Last time i played was in 2022, i miss it so much and i couldn't take the nostalgia so...

looksmax.org

I wasn't this focused on life in months if not years, it feels really good.

I genuinely hope all of you eventually find something to do, instead of spending all of your time here. I always found this forum as more of a passtime, something i just enjoyed and loved to spend time in, but after this i realised that nothing beats actually feeling like you're spending your time living your life, and not living online.

@Daddy's Home @Orka @Insomnia @Bryce @TechnoBoss

I probably only rotted for like 1 day or so and that’s it

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I’ve just bought like nearly everything I would ever need

I mean if u think about it, let’s just say I have 300m

u can get a lot out of that 220 million

I also have ocd too I only like to buy things that look nice, I don’t just pointlessly spend money tbh

I get that, i basically mainly spend money on things that can help me make more and more money, sometimes i'll drop a buck on some cosmetics (for cars, planes and guns) but that's about it.