i don’t even think about sex anymore

[swt]

i’ll jerk off, not for pleasure just out of habit

i no longer have sexual desires, only thing i think about now is how i’m gonna go ER soon and attempt to disappear from society forever hopefully never being found or heard of again

my mind doesn’t have any space to desire sex anymore i can see myself slowly drive into insanity, i contacted a therapist they are gonna call me back tomorrow. anyways, i simply don’t get hard anymore, unless i go to jerk off and mess with my dick myself, but i don’t have the thing where i’ll be genuinely turned on by SEEING something anymore.

insanity, low T, whatever it could even be idk where i’m going mentally, idk where all this is gonna take me in the end as all that i can think of is violence

 

[swt]

i don’t wanna ascend for women anymore, i wanna ascend to look good on a mugshot if i ever have to take one

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

Ok

 

[swt]

this is not a joke, it’s not another schizopost, it’s not to be edgy

i don’t feel normal anymore idek if i’m safe around myself

 

[johnypvpgod]

Ok