niggers about to be put on a watch listAlso you niggers need to calm down telling me to go ER and shit
You realize after I kill myself they will most likely search my history and shit and find the messages I found on this forum. And they see you guys telling me to go ER
atp im consdering it
Nga just go to the gym or start a fighting sport. Don’t kys cause then u don’t even exist. What’s the point. I have 2 short friends and they steal all the hoes everytime we go to a party bc they’re good looking even though I height mog them. Short is cope
i tried going to the gym but it fucked my bdd up even more
5’6 and 5’7i tried going to the gym but it fucked my bdd up even more
also is your short friend perhaps 5'9
Body dismiphoria isn’t real bro get over it. If u don’t like working out just try boxing. I’m kickboxing rni tried going to the gym but it fucked my bdd up even more
also is your short friend perhaps 5'9
you never know, maybe you are that 0.00000001% that achieves generational wealth while being 5'5 and ltn and you could get any LL you want, killing yourself just lowers any chance to 0%After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.
I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked
I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?
That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.
I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.
Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl
But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho
Shut the fuck up
Ain’t no kickboxing finna help him it’s over for him nothing matters anymore let him rest
