I don't feel alot of emotions anymore except sadness, hate and grief

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Every time i see nsfw i look at it with complete emptyness. I work, eat, sleep, wash and live empty. There is nothing that interests me anymore and when i do feel something it is just sadness or accumelated anger.

I truely dont think anything will get better since im already broken. And if something is broken it needs rest and healing. What if you didn't get that rest or healing? You will stay broken. The 1st impression people have of you will always stay with them. If you are broken, they will see you as broken.

My unending hatred for normies is insane. I cant look at a normal person without pure disgust. I have genuinely already thought about killing people. They deserve it for being so judgemental. I cant stand when people look at you knowing theyre judging you. You are alone and always will be.

We weren't meant for this world so take a part of it when you leave. I used to think as a kid killers, shooters and etc are the worst of the worst. Now honestly, i understand them. I empathize with those people the most. They had the courage to take revenge for what they suffered.

At the end of the day does it really matter? Id honestly have a better life in prison than i do right now. Atleast im under some people that i can communicate to might it be bad or good. I want to exist cause i simpely just dont. I want to live my life and have friends, be bluepilled etc. But i didn't get blessed with that.

I dont care about normies anymore. So delusional that it makes me want to puke. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. I loved and got cast aside. I joked and got made fun off. I cried and got left alone. I laughed and got judged. I smiled and i got hit with reality. A smile is something only a insane person can afford. Cause in reality


THERE IS NOTHING TO SMILE ABOUT
 
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Every time i see nsfw i look at it with complete emptyness. I work, eat, sleep, wash and live empty. There is nothing that interests me anymore and when i do feel something it is just sadness or accumelated anger.

I truely dont think anything will get better since im already broken. And if something is broken it needs rest and healing. What if you didn't get that rest or healing? You will stay broken. The 1st impression people have of you will always stay with them. If you are broken, they will see you as broken.

My unending hatred for normies is insane. I cant look at a normal person without pure disgust. I have genuinely already thought about killing people. They deserve it for being so judgemental. I cant stand when people look at you knowing theyre judging you. You are alone and always will be.

We weren't meant for this world so take a part of it when you leave. I used to think as a kid killers, shooters and etc are the worst of the worst. Now honestly, i understand them. I empathize with those people the most. They had the courage to take revenge for what they suffered.

At the end of the day does it really matter? Id honestly have a better life in prison than i do right now. Atleast im under some people that i can communicate to might it be bad or good. I want to exist cause i simpely just dont. I want to live my life and have friends, be bluepilled etc. But i didn't get blessed with that.

I dont care about normies anymore. So delusional that it makes me want to puke. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. I loved and got cast aside. I joked and got made fun off. I cried and got left alone. I laughed and got judged. I smiled and i got hit with reality. A smile is something only a insane person can afford. Cause in reality


THERE IS NOTHING TO SMILE ABOUT

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