I dont feel anything anymore

[Justakid]

Anytime I go outside I feel like i'm being constantly judged and analysed, every single imperfection of me going unnoticed. I cant feel happy or sad anymore because whenever I get into the vibe and happiness when out with friends I start dissecting their faces, and random people's faces. As much as I love this forum and the people on here sometimes I wish I got denied for the 3rd time and gave up on trying to get in, or just never even lurked on here before I got a account. All I think about is looking good, I feel like im a solid mid mtn, and when looking at pictures of myself from a year ago my ego grows. I cant feel happy anymore, because I am full of hatred and jealousy to those who look better than me, and empathy for those who look worse.

Is this just me?

 

[Eltrē]

 

[Deleted member 168554]

 

[Pay]

just do dopamine detox, i too was far too deep into the hole,
the reason you're feeling dead is cause you're consuming information that has action to it.
if you dont looksmax whilst digesting this info fhjepiuqh ihbpeirh pert pgoineböa
fuck ass retard go live your life or some shit, gosh im not yor fucking slave fuck ass nigga

 

[Clark69]

i've done the same. never goes away. only gets worse since you'll become more knowledgeable about facial traits. soon you'll be able to distinguish phenotypes, and each region from the world they're from

 

[Justakid]

i've done the same. never goes away. only gets worse since you'll become more knowledgeable about facial traits. soon you'll be able to distinguish phenotypes, and each region from the world they're from

Im already pretty good at ethnoguessr

 

[Justakid]

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im confused

 

[Clark69]

Im already pretty good at ethnoguessr

Fucking over

 

[ascendingalways]

too deep into the hole

too deep in the hole

 

[Amceo]

Anytime I go outside I feel like i'm being constantly judged and analysed, every single imperfection of me going unnoticed. I cant feel happy or sad anymore because whenever I get into the vibe and happiness when out with friends I start dissecting their faces, and random people's faces. As much as I love this forum and the people on here sometimes I wish I got denied for the 3rd time and gave up on trying to get in, or just never even lurked on here before I got a account. All I think about is looking good, I feel like im a solid mid mtn, and when looking at pictures of myself from a year ago my ego grows. I cant feel happy anymore, because I am full of hatred and jealousy to those who look better than me, and empathy for those who look worse.

Is this just me?