isis_Bleach
If Personality Matters?
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I hate myself. I hate how ugly and deformed I look. I hate how people glare at me in public as if I'm some threat. People laugh when they see me. So it's clear that I'm too ugly for the outside world. But as if being grotesque looking wasn't enough, I was also cursed with autism, low IQ, being physically weak, not being tall, shit motor skills and so many more. I have zero redeeming qualities. I wonder what I have done in my past life to deserve this. I wish I had the smart kind of autism, and not the type which makes you an idiot. Many people here cope with high IQ interests and discussions all day but I can't even have that. I don't feel accepted anywhere. I guess I have this forum, but that is because there is no other place for me. I wish I was a chad, then I wouldn't know what an incel is and I'd be slaying. If I was going to be born subhuman, then why was I even born?