LukaKhang
Used to be happy.
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I've always felt alone. My whole life. Not the kind of alone where there’s no one around but the kind where you’re surrounded by people and still feel like no one really sees you for you. And I just cope with it. I have always been like this.
For a long time, I thought I had a lot of friends. My phone had contacts, my days had conversations, and I could laugh with people when I needed to. But over time, I started to realize something true: I didn’t actually have friends in the first place,I just simply knew a lot of people. There’s a difference. Knowing people is easy. You talk, you joke, you exist in the same spaces. But real friendship? That's a hard thing to have.
And I guess that’s why it hurts so badly. Because once you notice the difference, you can’t just unsee it, you would live with it until the the day you die.
People come and go so easily. Conversations fade. Messages stop. And it makes you question if any of it was real to begin with. Because if someone can just disappear from your life like that, were they ever really there? You cannot "had" a friend, because that wouldn't be your friend in the first place. Cus friends are forever.
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