CoderShaper
I was born, and at that moment my life was over.
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A follow-up post to my last thread (https://looksmax.org/threads/planning-to-ask-out-my-oneitis-of-3-years-tomorrow.2079236/) @Peubert (tagged as promised)
No words will really describe what I feel, as the title implies I'm not really surprised but that doesn't make me any less distraught. To be in the same class as somebody for over three years just for them to say that they don't know me at all is something else entirely that I somehow didn't expect. Really wish it went differently, but if it had then I wouldn't be writing this, would I?
I know this is a humiliatingly pathetic coping vaguepost, but I did say I would make a follow-up thread. If I could go back in time though, I wish I had not gone ahead with this idea, I would rather have continued living in delusion than have consciously made the decision to subject myself to this. It really is over. Fuck. I feel nothing but despair.
No words will really describe what I feel, as the title implies I'm not really surprised but that doesn't make me any less distraught. To be in the same class as somebody for over three years just for them to say that they don't know me at all is something else entirely that I somehow didn't expect. Really wish it went differently, but if it had then I wouldn't be writing this, would I?
I know this is a humiliatingly pathetic coping vaguepost, but I did say I would make a follow-up thread. If I could go back in time though, I wish I had not gone ahead with this idea, I would rather have continued living in delusion than have consciously made the decision to subject myself to this. It really is over. Fuck. I feel nothing but despair.
this wouldnt have happend if u were htn
