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Writing this after drinking half a bottle of vodka. I am in despair. No woman finds me attractive. I got turned down most of the time and when I managed to get a phone number or a date they dump me promptly.
Yes I am shy and awkward and I have many fears, but why can't anybody see me good enough to give me the time of day? What makes me so much worse than other guys? I work 6 days a week and I have dreams and ambitions and I'm not ugly or unhealthy. It's total bullshit.
The only reason I do this is because I don't know any other way to cope. And if I got a girl I would quit immediately. How do I know? Because whenever I thought that something was working out I stopped my bad habits right away.
Yes I am shy and awkward and I have many fears, but why can't anybody see me good enough to give me the time of day? What makes me so much worse than other guys? I work 6 days a week and I have dreams and ambitions and I'm not ugly or unhealthy. It's total bullshit.
The only reason I do this is because I don't know any other way to cope. And if I got a girl I would quit immediately. How do I know? Because whenever I thought that something was working out I stopped my bad habits right away.