i don't have enough energy to create a persona

[Deleted member 41006]

i have admittedly been in this state of deep depression for as long as i can remember. drugs kept me afloat for many years but now ive been sober for three. i, for the sake of human connection, faked my intrigue in topics and things i had no interest in. it helped me become more human but now i don't have any energy for my autistic endeavours. everything is a blur. i just want to rot. lol. how do you faggots do it? apart from injecting hydrocodone how can i continue being human. enjoying things albeit for machiavellianistic pursuits.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Thyroid

 

[anthony111553]

stop typing essays for one

 

[Deleted member 41006]

stop typing essays for one

 

[hardestmfintheroom]

i have admittedly been in this state of deep depression for as long as i can remember. drugs kept me afloat for many years but now ive been sober for three. i, for the sake of human connection, faked my intrigue in topics and things i had no interest in. it helped me become more human but now i don't have any energy for my autistic endeavours. everything is a blur. i just want to rot. lol. how do you faggots do it? apart from injecting hydrocodone how can i continue being human. enjoying things albeit for machiavellianistic pursuits.

 

[Deleted member 41006]

Thyroid

do i actually have hypothyroidism. i have all symptoms idk about infertility becuz i dont have sex jfl. especially my eyes. main reason im subhuman

 

[Deleted member 41006]

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and not become the perfect human like my idol luca magnotta

 

[Deleted member 26642]

Trust the process

 

[PLA1092]

By not being severely mentally ill probably. Feel bad for you OP srs. Your genetics were no match for the modern sociopathic cutthroat societal environment

 

[Deleted member 41006]

Trust the process

I HATE NIGGERS!!!

 

[Deleted member 23558]

do i actually have hypothyroidism. i have all symptoms idk about infertility becuz i dont have sex jfl. especially my eyes. main reason im subhuman

You won’t be in fertile w hypo unless it’s severe

 

[Deleted member 41006]

By not being severely mentally ill probably. Feel bad for you OP srs. Your genetics were no match for the modern sociopathic cutthroat societal environment

what makes you think this