I don’t have the energy for socialising anymore

[NuclearBrainReturns]

I don’t have the energy for socialising anymore. I get more enjoyment from going on walks by myself than I do with being around people.

Most people around me are so pessimistic about absolutely everything and I keep encountering the same kind of hardline atheist who took one too many tabs of acid and has now perma fucked his brain. They have lost all ability to look at life in a positive way and to cope with the dread they have decided to break down reality into small calculations and scientific theories.

It’s really fucking weird dude. It can’t be normal for me to keep running into these people, you can see it in their faces that they have stared into a void of despair whilst on drugs and now all they can think about is how the universe is like a maths equation and all of the flavour of life has been sucked out in search for the ‘truth’

This is why it was said that ‘knowledge is blinding’. It hardens the heart and turns man into calculated machines. Knowledge is like money, you can always collect it but you will never have enough. It’s a trap.

 

[Deleted member 21735]

im losing body weight and muscle mass replidly lately

 

[SecularIslamist]

Ignorance is bliss

 

[Deleted member 16501]

socializing with people in the angosphere is pointless

there is no cooperation and shared vision anymore. everyone for themself

it's easy to let go if you are ok with this. Just chill, find out what you want to live for, and live

I let go a while ago and I'm happy now

 

[the BULL]

im losing body weight and muscle mass replidly lately

you're disappearing bro

 

[Deleted member 21735]

you're disappearing bro

im gonna be pyreflies soon lol.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

socializing with people in the angosphere is pointless

there is no cooperation and shared vision anymore. everyone for themself

it's easy to let go if you are ok with this. Just chill, find out what you want to live for, and live

I let go a while ago and I'm happy now

I don't think all people are bad, I think there are some really awesome good people out there. But I'm struggling to meet them and be close with them.

All I keep encountering are these bugged-out people who are in a state of 'stunnedness' at the knowledge they think they have who as I said had one too many acid trips whilst thinking about how we are made of tiny things and then those are made of even tinier things etc.

You essentially have someone who has de-materialised himself in his own mind and now wanders around like a calculating robot. It's the most horrifying thing ever LMAO

 

[Deleted member 20422]

Socializing with cows or zebras is of no worth

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

im losing body weight and muscle mass replidly lately

you gotta maintain it

 

[Deleted member 21735]

you gotta maintain it

wasted all my energy trying to rewind time

 

[apocalypse]

I need to socialise because I'm the one with low capacity for optimism (but not because of psychedelics but because I missed out on teen love)

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

I need to socialise because I'm the one with low capacity for optimism (but not because of psychedelics but because I missed out on teen love)

I used to be pessimistic as fuck but at least it was emotional.

This cold calculated 'pessimism' (but really indifference) gives me the creeps like nothing else. It's as if a robot is telling me I am going to be tortured and killed NOT even for fun because fun is an illusion but instead I will be tortured and killed for mathematics reasons.

Does that make sense?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I used to be pessimistic as fuck but at least it was emotional.

This cold calculated 'pessimism' (but really indifference) gives me the creeps like nothing else. It's as if a robot is telling me I am going to be tortured and killed NOT even for fun because fun is an illusion but instead I will be tortured and killed for mathematics reasons.

Does that make sense?

Yeah I know exactly the type of person you speak about.
I can be pessimistic IRL, but when I am it is always in a dark-humor or joking way. Not the brutal cold way, I can't stand that. Although I do type more like that on this forum.

I don't meet that type of person you speak about very often though. Most guys I meet seem to living in the moment mostly and not thinking about anything deeper. Same with the girls I have dated, generally happy hipster alternative girls. Mostly happy hipster/alt guys approach me at social events etc and talk about some optimistic projects with me like a blog they started. At which point I play along with their positivity, but I feel brutally mind-mogged so I avoid building a closer connection.

Might be the vibe/energy you give yourself or the environment you find these people in. Where do you meet them? What do you look like?

I go to work/university on a longboard, have long-hair and generally prefer colourful clothing.

Maybe try to change the style of how you look, and/or change your environment to find people you vibe better with.

 

[Deleted member 23100]

I know more than I should

 

[Deleted member 23100]

Matthew 4:1-11

kino

 

[incel194012940]

atheism is so cringe and this is not even coming from an religious person

any religion: neutral “I respect tjat” -> “that’s awesome” this guy is cool

atheism: KYS faggot god isn’t fake because you’re ugly

I have an insatiable urge to orbit/debunk people with this energy

I used to be pessimistic as fuck but at least it was emotional.

Example:

This "free spirit, soul searching, God by my side, just roll the dice brah, YOLO, I don't care about money I just wanna live type fuckery" doesn't work unless the atoms of your face area are arranged in a way people like/you have an intrinsic talent that a hook nosed gremlin Jew in whatever sector can exploit and extract labor surplus from (good looking face to be in a boyband, moderate singing ability, can strum the C and G chord etc)

Chad is kicked out of his parents house at 12, fucks every homeless chick, contracts AIDS beats it, picks up meth, quits it cold turkey and then becomes a millionaire actor. This will never happen to you


You will work a shitty summer job with soulless boomers/hot young girls you'll never fuck to save up for fancy makeup for chad or the new iphone


effectively jeopardizing your future for a momentary illusion of volition and gravitas which you do not have just because you started paying bills and taxes


You've been alive for like 10 years. This world is the resultant of thousands of years. The financiers hustlers and mega Corp lizard robo techno feudalism oligarch overlords have sliced up this world in a way that leaves you very very little choice in order to control the individual easier. You will either slave for shit pay in a warehouse for the rest of your life, or you'll bite your hand and study in your sexual/mental prime for 5-20 years until you're able to make good money



and then you die

KYS. That Jacob hate kiddo too with their cringe ideology

This cold calculated 'pessimism' (but really indifference) gives me the creeps like nothing else. It's as if a robot is telling me I am going to be tortured and killed NOT even for fun because fun is an illusion but instead I will be tortured and killed for mathematics reasons.

Does that make sense?

These people give me the creeps because they usually actually do have a level of emotional awareness/“empathy” but feel nothing/are empty inside. Like if they wanna get you they will do the “tell me how you’re really feeling” manipulation which is so transparent nonsense when you can listen to their normal thought process

Probably a good porportion of normies are like this TBH, their empathy skills are just better developed/don’t try to logic everything so people generally see it as legit

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

These people give me the creeps because they usually actually do have a level of emotional awareness/“empathy” but feel nothing/are empty inside. Like if they wanna get you they will do the “tell me how you’re really feeling” manipulation which is so transparent nonsense when you can listen to their normal thought process

They suppress their own emotions because if they didn't they would be flying down a dark void into hell lol. They have destroyed their mind with drugs and have become part of the machine itself. It's horrifying when you think about it.

Probably a good porportion of normies are like this TBH, their empathy skills are just better developed/don’t try to logic everything so people generally see it as legit

I'm not sure about it being hugely widespread yet. But it might be, I was quite shocked to come across that shit myself.