I dont know how to handle this

[Jesus_ist_König]

Its midnight gang and I dont know how to cope with this loneliness. Currently i have 2 persons that mean a lot to me, yet i still am not happy and stuff since im pretty sure that both of them will leave me. I dont understand why i am so unimportant to ppl. ive just talked to an person for 20 minutes straight to coming to the point where the person said that she doesnt care if im there or blocked her, so i told her to block me (i have bpd probably undiagnosed) since ive gotten so attached to her that i again couldnt even block her. So she blocked me. She is not the only one but every1 i talk to says that im unimportant and that i only exist when they are bored. I dont get it. Why am i so unimportant. I dont like people man, I dont trust them at all. And again she was a "Franzosin" (French) i dont like french and france...

 

[rawr]

Yeah it seems like every person ever that I talk to just seems uninterested in me

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Yeah it seems like every person ever that I talk to just seems uninterested in me

bro i want to make a new account to apologize to her and talk to her again. Its like i called her retard and monkey and other words so i kinda get why she blocked pahhahhaha

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Yeah it seems like every person ever that I talk to just seems uninterested in me

I cant believe i just made a new discord account just to write her wtf