I dont know how to move forward in life

[sorrowfulsad]

I have multiple forms of dysphagie and havent and real food since over a year
I cant swallow or have to push food with lots of water down
My stomach also wont stop producing so much acid jfl
I have lost over 20kgs now and I eat less and less everyday
will have one doctor appointment for that tomorrow but honestly I cant even gymcel and live properly if it stays like that
my current state Literally sucks every motivation I have out of my body

 

[sorrowfulsad]

ldar
ldar till I wake up from the anesthesia

 

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i dont eat anything all day

milk+orange juice+coffee+(fruits i guess)