I don’t know how to pretend

[Prøphet]

Does anyone else have this problem

I’m too real and too serious, I find it extremely hard to put on an act of any kind or “jester”

Which is weird because I used to always do that

If I feel gray and flat like I do 95% of the time, I can’t find any way to act other than that. My behavior is always a 1:1 representation of my feelings. I’m too authentic and honest in my behavior to the point it disturbs people. I just can’t find it in me to put on the mask and act. I can’t sanitize myself into fitting the mold. It’s too high energy.

 

[Deleted member 296713]

idk, i can larp everything easily

 

[Prøphet]

idk, i can larp everything easily

I envy you

The more time I continue to spend completely alone with myself, the less I’m able to do it

 

[molecule010]

better to be authentic than fake imo, just dont come off to ND

 

[iamnotaracist]

Low Testosterone

 

[Luquier]

Jestering just makes people laugh at me

It’s better to stay irrelevant

 

[Deleted member 300207]

Nah its easy

 

[fi93]

Does anyone else have this problem

I’m too real and too serious, I find it extremely hard to put on an act of any kind or “jester”

Which is weird because I used to always do that

If I feel gray and flat like I do 95% of the time, I can’t find any way to act other than that. My behavior is always a 1:1 representation of my feelings. I’m too authentic and honest in my behavior to the point it disturbs people. I just can’t find it in me to put on the mask and act. I can’t sanitize myself into fitting the mold. It’s too high energy.

I just dont gaf,