I don’t know how to take the pain anymore

[Prøphet]

I’m really serious I think Ive run out of ways to cope with how horrible my life is

Now I just see things how they really are and it burns and it never stops burning every realization of how over it is hits me like a fresh hot iron sizzling against my skin

My retinas are a total loss, cant see shit unless it’s up close, strabismus worse than ever, more ND than ever, hairlines still going, I’m still subhuman, my family is torn apart, Im in hell literally I don’t know how my life could get any worse than this torture

 

[inceliusndius]

I’m really serious I think Ive run out of ways to cope with how horrible my life is

BRo at least pin tren before kys

 

[ashmeer]

i get those goosebumps everytime i need the heimlich

 

[Prøphet]

BRo at least pin tren before kys

I’m already norwooding at 18, I’m not gonna die bald

Also I would never do that last thing obv

 

[inceliusndius]

I’m already norwooding at 18, I’m not gonna die bald

Also I would never do that last thing obv

just take it with RU588

 

[BrutalMogger]

you need to delude yourself you are a NT HTN and start acting like one

why live this life of misery when you can become a care-free retard

 

[Prøphet]

you need to delude yourself you are a NT HTN and start acting like one

why live this life of misery when you can become a care-free retard

It’s not even the looks that kills me

I was just coping on this site for so long that it’s only my looks or even only my mental health, but the truth is those aren’t the things that crush me because those things can be fixed

I can easily get a bimax or take pharmacology or whatever, easy as shit

No, the truth is I can’t take the pain that I’m going blind over the years just because I was born with defective retinas, I can’t take the fact that the world I can see gets a little smaller and smaller every single year, that I can’t drive, that I’m already facing my mortality at 18, I can’t take that I’m a liability who will always trip or run into some shit, I can’t take that I’m suffering so badly just because of something determined instantly at my conception, I don’t think there’s any help possible for some miserable piece of shit like me who managed to roll the wrong dice 100 times in a row when it comes to my DNA, all I can wonder is why

 

[secretAscendAnon]

I’m really serious I think Ive run out of ways to cope with how horrible my life is

Now I just see things how they really are and it burns and it never stops burning every realization of how over it is hits me like a fresh hot iron sizzling against my skin

My retinas are a total loss, cant see shit unless it’s up close, strabismus worse than ever, more ND than ever, hairlines still going, I’m still subhuman, my family is torn apart, Im in hell literally I don’t know how my life could get any worse than this torture

Stop writing these poems on .org and get a job

 

[dışlanmış sub3]

I’m really serious I think Ive run out of ways to cope with how horrible my life is

Now I just see things how they really are and it burns and it never stops burning every realization of how over it is hits me like a fresh hot iron sizzling against my skin

My retinas are a total loss, cant see shit unless it’s up close, strabismus worse than ever, more ND than ever, hairlines still going, I’m still subhuman, my family is torn apart, Im in hell literally I don’t know how my life could get any worse than this torture

rope or pain bro choose it

 

[truecelitover]

Your reitnas? At 18? Tf are you doin to your eyes?