Cope i dont know if i listen to music depending on mood

[lookismfugee]

or music changes my mood. anyone have something in common with this? like hour ago i was blasting rap and feeling like im on top of world then now im listening to some shoegaze and some nostalgic shit like emo kid that harms himself from undisputeds ruthless bullying and feeling sad. dont even remember how i went from a to b
yeah i know i may be bipolar and it could be real disorder i understand very well im more sensitive at least and more emotional i check every single box on symptoms. but i dont understand if music is getting me in cetrain mood or just choose music according to my present feelings.
roped indeed. shit this might be very real and could be over for me. what the fuck i do

 

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My go to song after fucking a foid

 

[lookismfugee]

My go to song after fucking a foid

good taste no joke. viper is really good when he tries. and insanely good instrumentals at least. jfl its music giving me mood changes holy fuck. i think i should try listening to more normie music. jfl i swinged in good mood.
viper is what ninja should have been from die antwood