i dont know if im ND or NT

[uglyassloser]

ive always been different and felt different from other kids, now as an adult i still feel different, having conversations is hard and social anxiety is pretty high, but i feel like ive thought myself how to be NT, i was weird af as a kid and in highschool i was fully nt, im really confused, its like im 2 different people, i sit and decompose infront of my computer too scared to even go to the store and buy a monster, and the next weekend i can go out and be the most outgoing extroverted person ever (ofc being on drugs), but sometimes even sober aswell, maybe its not autism but there is something wrong with me. extremely high inhibition. which is quite sad i dont really have a place where i feel like i belong, normies are too normie for me and honestly just pmo most of the time, they are so simple minded and retarded, nd autistic niggers piss me off even more because they feel even more retarded and lack any social awareness, like the furry porn hentai lgbtq autists. no offence

 

[trynaascendsoon]

me too brah

 

[gskos]

ive always been different and felt different from other kids, now as an adult i still feel different, having conversations is hard and social anxiety is pretty high, but i feel like ive thought myself how to be NT, i was weird af as a kid and in highschool i was fully nt, im really confused, its like im 2 different people, i sit and decompose infront of my computer too scared to even go to the store and buy a monster, and the next weekend i can go out and be the most outgoing extroverted person ever (ofc being on drugs), but sometimes even sober aswell, maybe its not autism but there is something wrong with me. extremely high inhibition. which is quite sad i dont really have a place where i feel like i belong, normies are too normie for me and honestly just pmo most of the time, they are so simple minded and retarded, nd autistic niggers piss me off even more because they feel even more retarded and lack any social awareness, like the furry porn hentai lgbtq autists. no offence

Just go talk to a psychiatrist