I don't know my real self

[PeakIncels]

that's tricky, because i might think the way I behave, type, and interact with others is me being me, but it isn't

i don't think i have ever been myself, really, more like, many many fragments people left behind and overtime they stacked together

my personality is exactly like that, i got things and behaviours from everyone, and then all together formed the current me, i never did something for myself and could've called it mine

i hope it makes sense, but if not I'm sorry, i tried explaining in the best way

i don't know if it's a bad thing to be like this, but i also know I'm not being genuine or myself, and so far, i don't think i know my true, and real identity yet, and i don't think ill ever find it out

regardless, all the people that build me, are also in my heart, because no matter how much i try to forget them, or ignore

and at the end of the day, every part of my day, and every task i do, is perfectionized by these people that shaped me, so even if i want to, can i, truly, forget them?

 

[PeakIncels]

@crazyguy @MANLETprettyBOY @fluxx @Pento

 

[Prøphet]

Related to every molecule

 

[PeakIncels]

@selfascender almost forgot the most important piece gg

 

[MogsGymMaxx]

U have constructed self

 

[Prøphet]

For me I neverI never got the chance to develop an identity because I was so hideous and abused dog everything I tried to do was rejected

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

that's tricky, because i might think the way I behave, type, and interact with others is me being me, but it isn't

i don't think i have ever been myself, really, more like, many many fragments people left behind and overtime they stacked together

my personality is exactly like that, i got things and behaviours from everyone, and then all together formed the current me, i never did something for myself and could've called it mine

i hope it makes sense, but if not I'm sorry, i tried explaining in the best way

i don't know if it's a bad thing to be like this, but i also know I'm not being genuine or myself, and so far, i don't think i know my true, and real identity yet, and i don't think ill ever find it out

regardless, all the people that build me, are also in my heart, because no matter how much i try to forget them, or ignore

and at the end of the day, every part of my day, and every task i do, is perfectionized by these people that shaped me, so even if i want to, can i, truly, forget them?

Do you think you're born with a personality?

No most of it comes from your environment

This thread is water and a waste of my astronomical IQ to even read it

 

[registerfasterusing]

that's tricky, because i might think the way I behave, type, and interact with others is me being me, but it isn't

i don't think i have ever been myself, really, more like, many many fragments people left behind and overtime they stacked together

my personality is exactly like that, i got things and behaviours from everyone, and then all together formed the current me, i never did something for myself and could've called it mine

i hope it makes sense, but if not I'm sorry, i tried explaining in the best way

i don't know if it's a bad thing to be like this, but i also know I'm not being genuine or myself, and so far, i don't think i know my true, and real identity yet, and i don't think ill ever find it out

regardless, all the people that build me, are also in my heart, because no matter how much i try to forget them, or ignore

and at the end of the day, every part of my day, and every task i do, is perfectionized by these people that shaped me, so even if i want to, can i, truly, forget them?

Ur entirely correct
There is no YOU
Rather a fragmentation that u attempt to reconcile thru the desires of the other, society
Everyone is like this, but u cant see that
U js see this seemingly unified object thru a physical form, their cohesive language and thought, etc. and assume that their identity is a reflection of this
But in reality its not

 

[PeakIncels]

Do you think you're born with a personality?

No most of it comes from your environment

This thread is water and a waste of my astronomical IQ to even read it

you was on my ignore list how the fuck did you break free
??

 

[PeakIncels]

Ur entirely correct
There is no YOU
Rather a fragmentation that u attempt to reconcile thru the desires of the other, society
Everyone is like this, but u cant see that
U js see this seemingly unified object thru a physical form, their cohesive language and thought, etc. and assume that their identity is a reflection of this
But in reality its not

i guess you're right, idk, really, identity is only created by people around you, not by you

 

[DeborahAnnWollFARTS]

not 1 molecule

 

[crazyguy]

that's tricky, because i might think the way I behave, type, and interact with others is me being me, but it isn't

i don't think i have ever been myself, really, more like, many many fragments people left behind and overtime they stacked together

my personality is exactly like that, i got things and behaviours from everyone, and then all together formed the current me, i never did something for myself and could've called it mine

i hope it makes sense, but if not I'm sorry, i tried explaining in the best way

i don't know if it's a bad thing to be like this, but i also know I'm not being genuine or myself, and so far, i don't think i know my true, and real identity yet, and i don't think ill ever find it out

regardless, all the people that build me, are also in my heart, because no matter how much i try to forget them, or ignore

and at the end of the day, every part of my day, and every task i do, is perfectionized by these people that shaped me, so even if i want to, can i, truly, forget them?

i feel you because im similar. people might think "but isnt that how life works? you get shaped by what youve went through in life" and i agree, but they wouldnt understand it. in my case, i feel like im sort of experiment that has absorbed people's personalities. its like i steal the best parts of people's personalities and use them to improve myself.

to find yourself, you'll have to accept that youre always influenced by something or someone. there are people who are just straight up clones of each other so your situation isnt the worst.
in your case, you should add your own sort of spin to it when stealing people's personality. it would give you a form of identity, even if the personality is stolen.

 

[PeakIncels]

i feel you because im similar. people might think "but isnt that how life works? you get shaped by what youve went through in life" and i agree, but they wouldnt understand it. in my case, i feel like im sort of experiment that has absorbed people's personalities. its like i steal the best parts of people's personalities and use them to improve myself.

to find yourself, you'll have to accept that youre always influenced by something or someone. there are people who are just straight up clones of each other so your situation isnt the worst.
in your case, you should add your own sort of spin to it when stealing people's personality. it would give you a form of identity, even if the personality is stolen.

i can't find myself because there is nothing to find, I'm a soulless person, I'm nothing but some skin and bones walking around, forced to do stuff, but yet, i want to feel something, be someone i can be proud of, but that's just a want, a dream, one that can't be realized

because I'm just not, not suited, or a good, individual, to be social, nice, kind and understanding, I'm just not, no matter how much i depend on others, i only get the worst.

I don't want to steal or take anything else, from anyone personality, i want to stay like i am right now, even if strained and miserable, I'm fine with how i am

 

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[MANLETprettyBOY]