I don’t know why but I’ll never feel loved

[slayer69]

I’m not aware of the sins that I’m paying my for,
But I’ll never experience or feel what it’s like to be loved, not just by a girl, but by a family member, a friend, or a fellow companion.

It is not foreseeable and it’s something I’ve accepted. However still feels terrible when I think about it.

 

[Deleted member 16275]

stfu, you Hyper NT 5'11 dravidian bvll, you're not even KHHV

 

[slayer69]

stfu, you Hyper NT 5'11 dravidian bvll, you're not even KHHV

Man it’s not about being NT

I will never get to feel the 100% man.
It’s almost as if people draw the line somewhere. I hope you’re getting a sense of what I mean

 

[Deleted member 16275]

Man it’s not about being NT

I will never get to feel the 100% man.
It’s almost as if people draw the line somewhere. I hope you’re getting a sense of what I mean

well, define what you mean by "loved"

 

[slayer69]

well, define what you mean by "loved"

That they will accept me for my flaws, understand me on a deeper perspective and respect and can process my thoughts and views.

 

[Deleted member 16275]

That they will accept me for my flaws, understand me on a deeper perspective and respect and can process my thoughts and views.

your mom doesnt do this?

 

[slayer69]

your mom doesnt do this?

She does, but all the time?

 

[Deleted member 16275]

She does, but all the time?

nigga please.

 

[slayer69]

nigga please.

I don’t know how to say it bro, it’s almost as if they’re hesitant at first.
It’s not immediate, they need to be convinced. That makes me feel as if I’m not loved

 

[Deleted member 18494]

Love is cope

 

[slayer69]

Love is cope

It is, but being fed that love is everything from day 1 for 18 years, it’s hard to accept it completely

 

[Vermilioncore]

Im scared and worried a lot.

 

[slayer69]

Im scared and worried a lot.

Tell me, is this void something you feel as well?