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The fox has many tricks.
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Because I look so strange. and I don’t know what joy or happiness is.
Ever since I was like 12 years old (i turn 26 in a week FML) people/strangers of every gender and age have either (or a combination of the following)
- given me weird looks (or stares)
- laughed at me
- whispered about me or talked about me without even trying to hide it (really mean stuff)
- took pics of me
I was bullied (behind my back) when I was still in school. People made memes with my face, and talked about me “he looks ugly”, while I was sitting at the same table as them. But the list above is still happening. Beside being upset bc of the disrespect and rudeness, I hate the implications this has for me. Never will I have love, a girlfriend
Today, I got many weird stares or glances or double takes too
Up until the age of like 11, I was very good looking with a Chad future. I should have been 5’10, now I’m 5’4. I should have turned out chadlite, but then a gene mutated (unknown cause) and very quickly, my head and face messed up. This is so sad, bc my parents were good looking, my dad is tall, my sister looks good. But a gene MUTATED
ALL these people are lucky that laws exist, trust me. Im a KHHCV, and have very strange features and a weird-ass skull and head shape (also my eyes/orbital bones are very asymmetric, much more than average, but that’s not my biggest problem, and nothing can be fixed, already talked to 6 docs, i was that desperate).
Ever since I was like 12 years old (i turn 26 in a week FML) people/strangers of every gender and age have either (or a combination of the following)
- given me weird looks (or stares)
- laughed at me
- whispered about me or talked about me without even trying to hide it (really mean stuff)
- took pics of me
I was bullied (behind my back) when I was still in school. People made memes with my face, and talked about me “he looks ugly”, while I was sitting at the same table as them. But the list above is still happening. Beside being upset bc of the disrespect and rudeness, I hate the implications this has for me. Never will I have love, a girlfriend
Today, I got many weird stares or glances or double takes too
Up until the age of like 11, I was very good looking with a Chad future. I should have been 5’10, now I’m 5’4. I should have turned out chadlite, but then a gene mutated (unknown cause) and very quickly, my head and face messed up. This is so sad, bc my parents were good looking, my dad is tall, my sister looks good. But a gene MUTATED
ALL these people are lucky that laws exist, trust me. Im a KHHCV, and have very strange features and a weird-ass skull and head shape (also my eyes/orbital bones are very asymmetric, much more than average, but that’s not my biggest problem, and nothing can be fixed, already talked to 6 docs, i was that desperate).
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