I don’t think I am capable of being loved

[midcutecellll]

I am fourteen years old. Nearly all the bones in my face are recessed, I am incapable of being loved. I have been saving up since I was thirteen to be able to get on but I don’t know if that’ll change anything. All I feel is grief looking at other guys my age who are genetically gifted. Because all this is a pre determined lottery based on genetics, by default I will be treated much worse than the average man gifted by genetics. I think I’d rather die than have to continue like this, to add on; I am only 5’2 and I will be getting my growth plates checked this week. I think if they’re closed I will kill myself.

 

[tansel]

even worse case then @2s2f

wow

 

[2s2f]

even worse case then @2s2f

wow

he is doing better height wise than me from when I was 14, I was only 5'2 at 15

 

[DrRodger]

even worse case then @2s2f

wow

He'll grow to be the same size

 

[midcutecellll]

he is doing better height wise than from when I was 14, I was only 5'2 at 15

I started going through puberty at 12, I went from 4’9-10 to 5’2. My biggest fear is not growing anymore, and what scares me the most is that there is a chance of it.