i dont think ill ever find love

itssoover0457

itssoover0457

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i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
 
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i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
Same bro, hop on roids with me after summer and start saving for the cheaper surgeries.

Its gonna get better.

How tall and rating?
 
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@Starborn is the only one the true one with the USA flag..
 
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i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
yep fr exactyl that :WeirdPeepo:
 
@Starborn is the only one the true one with the USA flag..
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nah i'm playin

anyone can find love it's just harder for some
i dont think its worth pursuing at all. true love doesnt exist. u just find a hot person that is willing to be with u, u fuck, u do it for a few more months, then u lose feelings and u move on to the next person. this is why cheating and divorcing are so common. no one wants to be with the same person their whole lives because they will get old and ugly and wont be the same person they met before. why do u think so many old men love JB pussy. they want to be young again. cheating happens when someone finds a better, more attractive partner. for men its usually a younger woman, for women its usually a taller guy. to maintain a healthy relationship isnt possible, its a fantasy. something u would see out of a disney movie. i came to that realization recently.
 
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I love him ngl (I always like the bad characters idk)
i always rooted for hitler in the ww2 documentaries when i was in elementary school
 
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Same bro, hop on roids with me after summer and start saving for the cheaper surgeries.

Its gonna get better.

How tall and rating?
5'11-6'. never got a rating here but people on the org discord server in dms told me hltn-lmtn.
 
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i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
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i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
bro go to college i heard smashing in college is way easier
 
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and mf is complaining lol
idk how accurate the face rating is though. could be lower i asked random dudes on the discord in 2024 so its prob not accurate
 
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i dont think its worth pursuing at all. true love doesnt exist. u just find a hot person that is willing to be with u, u fuck, u do it for a few more months, then u lose feelings and u move on to the next person. this is why cheating and divorcing are so common. no one wants to be with the same person their whole lives because they will get old and ugly and wont be the same person they met before. why do u think so many old men love JB pussy. they want to be young again. cheating happens when someone finds a better, more attractive partner. for men its usually a younger woman, for women its usually a taller guy. to maintain a healthy relationship isnt possible, its a fantasy. something u would see out of a disney movie. i came to that realization recently.
it definitely isn't impossible, but yeah obviously majority (probably 95%) of all romantic relationships don't last

i do think that there are girls out there with certain personalities that make maintaining a relationship much more doable

personally, i'm not interesting in "dating" or anything for at least a good while tho for various reasons
 
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bro go to college i heard smashing in college is way easier
i cant. i want to use my time to make money to get surgeries college is just a waste
 
i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
how tall and what's your rating? Get some fillers they ascend most people easily and try to fuck some foids maybe, wageslave for some years and then get the actual surgeries you need. Also work on frame and softmaxxing
 
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i dont think its worth pursuing at all. true love doesnt exist. u just find a hot person that is willing to be with u, u fuck, u do it for a few more months, then u lose feelings and u move on to the next person. this is why cheating and divorcing are so common. no one wants to be with the same person their whole lives because they will get old and ugly and wont be the same person they met before. why do u think so many old men love JB pussy. they want to be young again. cheating happens when someone finds a better, more attractive partner. for men its usually a younger woman, for women its usually a taller guy. to maintain a healthy relationship isnt possible, its a fantasy. something u would see out of a disney movie. i came to that realization recently.
I definitely don't suggest skipping uni tbh
 
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i cant. i want to use my time to make money to get surgeries college is just a waste
if i were you i'd spent more on chemical shit and peptides and stuff before surgeries cuz they could seriously fuck you up physically and make u look uncanny asf.
 
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it definitely isn't impossible, but yeah obviously majority (probably 95%) of all romantic relationships don't last

i do think that there are girls out there with certain personalities that make maintaining a relationship much more doable

personally, i'm not interesting in "dating" or anything for at least a good while tho for various reasons
but based on our biology i dont think we are supposed to have long relationships. u find a girl attractive, u fuck, she raises ur kids, they grow old enough, and now u dont need each other u move on to the next. i keep thinking should i find a girl i like and spend my time with her or fuck as many women as possible and not care and enjoy my youth. idek how to enjoy my limited time. prime years are 18-30. u have only 12 years to live the best life. after that its all downhill. i keep thinking theres no way id be able to maintain a relationship by whole life and when we break up i realize i wasted all my time on one girl i should have had several bimbos on rotation
 
if i were you i'd spent more on chemical shit and peptides and stuff before surgeries cuz they could seriously fuck you up physically and make u look uncanny asf.
like i said im 17, its not gonna ascend me as much as u think. it would be smarter using the money to save up for surgeries bc they are much more effective.
 
like i said im 17, its not gonna ascend me as much as u think. it would be smarter using the money to save up for surgeries bc they are much more effective.
have you tried fat dissolvers? or atleast tried maxxing out your natural testosterone levels? cuz at 17 its far from over cuz u still got till 19 or 21 till your growth plates close
 
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5'11-6'. never got a rating here but people on the org discord server in dms told me hltn-lmtn.
yea not even sub or something I get rated around that too in the discord server, just fix your failos and fraud a bit man + your height ain't even bad but you can fraud 2 inches with lifts and insoles
 
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have you tried fat dissolvers? or atleast tried maxxing out your natural testosterone levels? cuz at 17 its far from over cuz u still got till 19 or 21 till your growth plates close
yea not even sub or something I get rated around that too in the discord server, just fix your failos and fraud a bit man + your height ain't even bad but you can fraud 2 inches with lifts and insoles
honestly depends on what his major failos, roids or naturally increasing T ain't fixing extreme recessions, better to save for hardmaxxing if that's the case, but he said he's average so imo fillers and soft maxxing should ascend him in an year or two
 
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have you tried fat dissolvers? or atleast tried maxxing out your natural testosterone levels? cuz at 17 its far from over cuz u still got till 19 or 21 till your growth plates close
yeah, but my diet was so ass when i was a kid i think it messed up my development and i might have had early puberty idk. i think im still growing a bit. i wanna run 20 iu hgh and an ai and maybe sone androgens, but i dont think id see a difference
 
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send face tbh
yeah, but my diet was so ass when i was a kid i think it messed up my development and i might have had early puberty idk. i think im still growing a bit. i wanna run 20 iu hgh and an ai and maybe sone androgens, but i dont think id see a difference
 
yea not even sub or something I get rated around that too in the discord server, just fix your failos and fraud a bit man + your height ain't even bad but you can fraud 2 inches with lifts and insoles
yeah but i wanna grow bones, when u take the shoes off ur back to ur original height. fuck man if i werent fed goyslop i wouldnt have to worry abt this shit
 
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i think im dying alone. im so fucking aspie from how ostracized i was as a kid. i have 0 friends at school. everyone is having sex and having fun being young. my youth sucks. i hate this shit. best years of my life and im rotting alone. i think its too late for me to ascend. im 17 and most of my puberty is prob done. im fucked i need to wageslave for surgeries. by the time i can afford them and recover ill be old as fuck. my prime years gone just like that. i dont think ill even go to college ill just get a job at mcdonalds to afford the surgery. im not wasting my life again going to school just to be reminded of how fucking lonely i am. watching everyone have sex and enjoy their lives. im not living through misery again. but ive delved too deep into the bp/manosphere i wont see the world the same ever again. all women would leave me in the dirt if they found a taller/better looking guy no matter how much we love each other, how much money i have or game, or how hard i try to keep the relationship together.
Literally my life
 
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You likely wont taks this advise but go on bgpharma, order testosterone, dutasteride and aromasin, vortioxetine and rasagiline maybe some pregab too

Then run it, go outside of your comfort zone a little bit which wont be hard with these things amd 6 months youll have a fun life just like any kid your age

Just trust me on this
 
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i cant. i want to use my time to make money to get surgeries college is just a waste
im looking for a tradingbro, same age as you, im learning trading to make money fast at a young age, are u interested ?
 

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