i don't wanna be seen until i am satisfied

[hax]

i do not want to be seen nor will i enjoy any moment of my life

actually i do not enjoy a fraction of my life when i am self-aware

the only happiness i get out of my days is noticing that 0.001mm zygo growth

and i'm not even joking

this is why i'll forever be stuck in an endless loop

i have been designed to fail since birth

 

[inceliusndius]

designed to fail since birth

 

[Frenulum]

I want to be seen when im fully ascended

 

[hax]

I want to be seen when im fully ascended

actually i don't want to be seen at all

there's always space for improvement

i don't wake up one day and think "yeah that's enough"

cause it'll never be enough

 

[mohito]

I wanna stand out wherever i go

 

[hax]

I wanna stand out wherever i go

you can always stand out more

 

[Frenulum]

actually i don't want to be seen at all

there's always space for improvement

i don't wake up one day and think "yeah that's enough"

cause it'll never be enough

true, but at some point there is no improvement anymore and you will fall into emptiness, not like you will reach that point anyway

 

[Sceptical]

 

[hax]

not like you will reach that point anyway

that's the whole point

 

[zjss]

i do not want to be seen nor will i enjoy any moment of my life

actually i do not enjoy a fraction of my life when i am self-aware

the only happiness i get out of my days is noticing that 0.001mm zygo growth

and i'm not even joking

this is why i'll forever be stuck in an endless loop

i have been designed to fail since birth

Me too man

 

[hax]

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[hax]

@valentine

 

[valentine]

i dont even go outside and when i do i wear the same homeless looking clothes and dont do my hair because who cares
everything feels like a waste of energy i could use to do more research, all i think about is ways to make money faster
didnt celebrate my birthday this year, i was working to fund my surgery plan

i have been designed to fail since birth

we were designed to looksmax

 

[valentine]

youre chad why even make this thread youre an larp

 

[hax]

homeless looking clothes

mogs

dont do my hair

i just went out to cope with slop today but i forgot it was someone's birthday so i was like 1 week unshowered or more and i had to keep my hat on the whole entire time and sweat like shit while in a steamy buffet room

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

Me too man

mirin sig.

 

[hax]

youre chad why even make this thread youre an larp

i'm high facial averageness + low dimo

 

[valentine]

mogs

no it doesnt its not tuff its always the same tired ass tornado mart parka with carhartt pants i dont even care anymore

i'm high facial averageness + low dimo

thats good my harmony is -10/10 i look uncanny and not in a psl autist way i just have random features that dont work together

 

[hax]

no it doesnt its not tuff its always the same tired ass tornado mart parka with carhartt pants i dont even care anymore

thats good my harmony is -10/10 i look uncanny and not in a psl autist way i just have random features that dont work together

it's okay cause we're improooving by 2027 and so on

 

[valentine]

it's okay cause we're improooving by 2027 and so on

i love improoving im obsessed with improoving

 

[gucci💛]

i do not want to be seen nor will i enjoy any moment of my life

actually i do not enjoy a fraction of my life when i am self-aware

the only happiness i get out of my days is noticing that 0.001mm zygo growth

and i'm not even joking

this is why i'll forever be stuck in an endless loop

i have been designed to fail since birth

thats fair

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

i'm high facial averageness + low dimo

it's the same picture

 

[hax]

it's the same picture

no not really, you could just be a very feminine man with feminine, unique features

 

[karmacitathugmaxx]

no not really, you could just be a very feminine man with feminine, unique features

yeah like he said chad bro

Anyways if you're ever able to start eating properly then i'm sure most of these thoughts will either dissipate or coalesce into concrete goals that you can actually meet and feel happy about. hang in there