Tylermax
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I wanna live a careless life
Die Young
Be beautiful
Have my collagen
Look happy
Never get bald
Never end up fat
Never see deep nasolabial folds in my face
Never get wrinkles
I saw my dad yesterday and it reminds me how brutal life gets. He was a young blonde tall stud. I remember stories of him telling me how much he was slaying in every part of the world he used to travel approaching British tourists in adventurous summers, hooking up with Thailand hookers, getting complimented and harassed by transexuals. He used to party all day pump and dumping getting drunk messing around with his Chad friends. In my age. Now he's like nw3 rotting in the couch all day watching Netflix. I can see the misery in his eyes but at least he lived an awesome youth so it doesn't hurt him that much but
what am I doing?
Wasting my life away
Rotting in psl forums all day. Watching redpill videos how to talk to women, sitting my ass home scrolling my Instagram feed worshipping every ass and tits I see. Not having real friends to go out and talk to women, not having visions for my future, no appetite to go out and live life.
I'm bored of life without having lived anything yet. How is this possible?
I feel like a failure. I feel like waking up and looksmaxing is pointless.
-I thumbpull but always there will be a Jordan Barrett to maxillamog me
-I mew but there always be an astrosky to mewmogme
-I try to style my hair but there always will be another nw0 model with thicker and prettier hair than me
-I pe for hours but there always will be a Jason Luv with a 10inch who will get all females drooling over him
-I train everyday I put all my heart into it but there always be a Jeff Seid with better genetics mogging me... and the list goes on and on
What's the point putting the work in when someone else is always gonna outwork you effortesly?
I always feel I'm not enough. Always look others winning, succeeding in work, in dating, in their social life and me being stagnant and trying for what? Trying for something which a) isn't even achievable b) even if it is achievable in the long run I will have already lost interest in it and it won't even matter.
They say don't seek instant gratification or short satisfactions but what's the point in life if you have to wait and wait and wait until you finally die?
What's the point if you don't have everything in the first place?
I JUST HATE EVERYTHING. LIFE IS UNFAIR
Die Young
Be beautiful
Have my collagen
Look happy
Never get bald
Never end up fat
Never see deep nasolabial folds in my face
Never get wrinkles
I saw my dad yesterday and it reminds me how brutal life gets. He was a young blonde tall stud. I remember stories of him telling me how much he was slaying in every part of the world he used to travel approaching British tourists in adventurous summers, hooking up with Thailand hookers, getting complimented and harassed by transexuals. He used to party all day pump and dumping getting drunk messing around with his Chad friends. In my age. Now he's like nw3 rotting in the couch all day watching Netflix. I can see the misery in his eyes but at least he lived an awesome youth so it doesn't hurt him that much but
what am I doing?
Wasting my life away
Rotting in psl forums all day. Watching redpill videos how to talk to women, sitting my ass home scrolling my Instagram feed worshipping every ass and tits I see. Not having real friends to go out and talk to women, not having visions for my future, no appetite to go out and live life.
I'm bored of life without having lived anything yet. How is this possible?
I feel like a failure. I feel like waking up and looksmaxing is pointless.
-I thumbpull but always there will be a Jordan Barrett to maxillamog me
-I mew but there always be an astrosky to mewmogme
-I try to style my hair but there always will be another nw0 model with thicker and prettier hair than me
-I pe for hours but there always will be a Jason Luv with a 10inch who will get all females drooling over him
-I train everyday I put all my heart into it but there always be a Jeff Seid with better genetics mogging me... and the list goes on and on
What's the point putting the work in when someone else is always gonna outwork you effortesly?
I always feel I'm not enough. Always look others winning, succeeding in work, in dating, in their social life and me being stagnant and trying for what? Trying for something which a) isn't even achievable b) even if it is achievable in the long run I will have already lost interest in it and it won't even matter.
They say don't seek instant gratification or short satisfactions but what's the point in life if you have to wait and wait and wait until you finally die?
What's the point if you don't have everything in the first place?
I JUST HATE EVERYTHING. LIFE IS UNFAIR
