
fortniteLover5
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I’m sub 5 so the only way I can ascend is several surgeries which I was more than willing to do
But knowing the way foids treat me now all trying to make fun of me bc I’m autistic and sub 5 (they still do it at 17 years old) it has happened for all my life because I’m often quiet and stay out of the way and I legit get brought up for conversation at parties where girls talk about how creepy and ugly I am no matter all the personal stuff I am going through they don’t see it they only dislike me because of the way I look
And knowing this even if I ascended I wouldn’t want to touch these foids with a 6 feet pole Jfl so ascending just seems completely pointless as I don’t even care about settling down or having a girlfriend as I never want one again
So the only incentive to hardmaxxing is the possibility of revenge by breaking a bunch of ltbs hearts for being the way they are but I don’t even feel a remote attraction to women anymore And I don’t think I’d be able to handle having to be with obe because of how I know they probably are
So I have legitimately no reason to ascend and I don’t even want to rope because life has beauty outside of society and reproducing with girls so ig I will just goatismaxx and retreat into a quieter life
But knowing the way foids treat me now all trying to make fun of me bc I’m autistic and sub 5 (they still do it at 17 years old) it has happened for all my life because I’m often quiet and stay out of the way and I legit get brought up for conversation at parties where girls talk about how creepy and ugly I am no matter all the personal stuff I am going through they don’t see it they only dislike me because of the way I look
And knowing this even if I ascended I wouldn’t want to touch these foids with a 6 feet pole Jfl so ascending just seems completely pointless as I don’t even care about settling down or having a girlfriend as I never want one again
So the only incentive to hardmaxxing is the possibility of revenge by breaking a bunch of ltbs hearts for being the way they are but I don’t even feel a remote attraction to women anymore And I don’t think I’d be able to handle having to be with obe because of how I know they probably are
So I have legitimately no reason to ascend and I don’t even want to rope because life has beauty outside of society and reproducing with girls so ig I will just goatismaxx and retreat into a quieter life