I don’t want to be alive

[lowtierwelling]

laugh if you want.

I just want to know, in all honesty, how do you guys find desire to be alive, to wake up, to go out, to live?

If this is real life, and this is how it’ll be forever, then I pray I die before the pain takes over what’s left of me

 

[syringee]

 

[ykls.]

laugh if you want.

I just want to know, in all honesty, how do you guys find desire to be alive, to wake up, to go out, to live?

If this is real life, and this is how it’ll be forever, then I pray I die before the pain takes over what’s left of me

Im gonna make money and buy a pc and that is what keeps me living

 

[ykls.]

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not worth it

 

[lowtierwelling]

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I’m a coward

 

[Eric_mxcl]

You're dying anyway, just be patient

 

[duzxk1]

Why not kill yourself if you feel this way?

 

[La Vita]

I just want to ldar in some forest for the rest of my life

 

[lowtierwelling]

Why not kill yourself if you feel this way?

It would destroy my parents life, they’ve done so much for me, they deserve better

 

[miserycel]

im the same

i just endure, there isn’t really an answer you kind of just live with yourself

 

[duzxk1]

It would destroy my parents life, they’ve done so much for me, they deserve better

"How do you find desire to be alive?" You just answered your own question.

 

[lowtierwelling]

im the same

i just endure, there isn’t really an answer you kind of just live with yourself

I hope it gets better and you find yourself.

This is hell but only a few understand it

 

[lowtierwelling]

"How do you find desire to be alive?" You just answered your own question.

It’s them, my brother and my dog.

They’re all I have left, the only ones who can remind me of who I used to be

 

[miserycel]

I hope it gets better and you find yourself.

This is hell but only a few understand it

thanks, praying for you also

i believe it will get better, not hope, believe

the future is something to look forward to, trust me, in the meantime we just have to endure ourselves until we reach that day where we realised this is what we endured for

 

[duzxk1]

It’s them, my brother and my dog.

They’re all I have left, the only ones who can remind me of who I used to be

Have hope it gets better. That's another reason to live, hope.

Wish you the best brother.

 

[prometheus*]

thanks, praying for you also

i believe it will get better, not hope, believe

the future is something to look forward to, trust me, in the meantime we just have to endure ourselves until we reach that day where we realised this is what we endured for

it always gets better

 

[lowtierwelling]

Have hope it gets better. That's another reason to live, hope.

Wish you the best brother.

Thanks for taking the time to read and respond, wish you the best as well

 

[mtej]

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