I don't want to be black anymore

[Claymoreboy0118]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

 

[whiteegyptian]

What type of black are you?

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

I Disagree I like being black
Ur just a cuck

 

[AmericanMTN]

it will be ok bro just be happy

 

[i blamesub3]

its never about the skin colour if you look good enough than it doesnt mater look at athletes for example most of them are black but they still slay foids

 

[LiL 369]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

Met a dude from Nigeria, he lived alone since his 10 years old, he studied in england did 2 master degrees there and came to Portugal to take his phd, again alone (while doing minimum wage jobs), all this while his family was still in nigeria.

Imagine seeing people fighting for a better life for themselves and their whole family and then reading this nonsense, written by someone influenced by what they read online... You are so weak and pathetic, its actually laughable.

Self hating blacks and south asians are by far the most disgusting users of this forum, always projecting their own failure onto their ethnicity.

 

[trueceltilldeath]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

its never about skin color bro

 

[barii66]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

just be a yn nigga ull be alr

 

[Arcane]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

just thugmaxx you'll be fine

 

[Wexilarious]

Michael Jackson maxx aka increase your natal chart stat to the max so your skin color will change. You can read what he did before his skin became whiter

 

[4ssymetric4l]

Stop being a lifecuck being black isn’t a death sentence

 

[JohnnyRamone]

Then just say your white. This is 2025. Men can be women and the skies is green.

 

[The Fool]

this is how i feel seeing other white people in public lol

 

[dogpound]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

So do it? 1 less crook that could create another single mom that my taxes fund.

 

[lucifer88]

I Disagree I like being black
Ur just a cuck

what a based nigger

 

[lucifer88]

just thugmaxx you'll be fine

no

 

[lucifer88]

Michaela jackson method

 

[Arcane]

no

im clearly joking

 

[frankramsey]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

michael jackson core

 

[Deleted member 164613]

its never about the skin colour if you look good enough than it doesnt mater look at athletes for example most of them are black but they still slay foids

because of social status

 

[Jibba]

Its not about the race

 

[TNT]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

Just typing Shit

 

[Magnus Ironblood]

Leaked photo of OP after Michael Jackson maxxing:

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Just Larp as latino bro

 

[JohnDon]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

100% a self hating punjeet wrote this or a white dude

 

[NotAMogger]

I’m sorry for that. I hope they find a cure for it one day.

 

[iGoontoTheHolocaust]

it will be ok bro just be happy

found you here son

 

[foidhater123]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

do a micheal jackson

 

[LTNUser]

Just Larp as latino bro

Are Latinos Chad ?

 

[vivex]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

It’s your self hatred manifested into hatred of your race, the problem is probably how you view yours or find the first place. You should just focus on ascended and being happy.

 

[TheSon]

Stop being a lifecuck being black isn’t a death sentence

It is non black men can slay models with average faces blakc men with average face get fat white women or nothing

 

[irrumator praetor]

just thugmaxx bro, hit the gym and oil up with your homies... Then fuck some fat white bitches mane... cuz shaniquas be wilding and shiii. Thats life

 

[VrillFatNoob24]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

self hating cuck

 

[PrettyLights]

you all fell for the ragebait lmaooooooooooooooooooooo

 

[buddhistking]

I used to think this way, and sometimes I still do, but if I was born tyrone I feel like I wouldn't feel insecure about being black at all, most self hating blacks are usually not attractive and autistic and so get more hostility towards them than NT blacks who play football, and then they end up self hating

In the end, whilst it is defintely true either way that being white makes ur life easier at any looks level, it's also much more true that if you are tall and attractive as a black man, you get much more benefits than being born with white skin

 

[eon]

@pfl @decadouche57

 

[decadouche57]

@pfl @decadouche57

It’s so over

 

[Klasik616]

Black is the worst race to incarnate on

 

[Deleted member 247489]

Met a dude from Nigeria, he lived alone since his 10 years old, he studied in england did 2 master degrees there and came to Portugal to take his phd, again alone (while doing minimum wage jobs), all this while his family was still in nigeria.

Imagine seeing people fighting for a better life for themselves and their whole family and then reading this nonsense, written by someone influenced by what they read online... You are so weak and pathetic, its actually laughable.

Self hating blacks and south asians are by far the most disgusting users of this forum, always projecting their own failure onto their ethnicity.

wow mirin the hell outta this

 

[clashmaxxing]

I Disagree I like being black
Ur just a cuck

said noone ever

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

Custom title checks out.

 

[mohi_100]

Custom title checks out.

"zagrosian"
U niggas are responsible for india's choppedness

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

"zagrosian"
U niggas are responsible for india's choppedness

Indians are chopped because of their diet. Hinduism puts restrictions on meat consumption and 39% of Indian adults are vegeterians (according to Google's AI)

 

[mtbsmasher]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

growing up in a black family lowk sucks, u drop a cup and all of a sudden ur getting the shit beat out of u

 

[ihateevb]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

Bro got bbc halo and whines like a bitch