I don't want to be black anymore

[Claymoreboy0118]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

 

[whiteegyptian]

What type of black are you?

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

I Disagree I like being black
Ur just a cuck

 

[AmericanMTN]

it will be ok bro just be happy

 

[i blamesub3]

its never about the skin colour if you look good enough than it doesnt mater look at athletes for example most of them are black but they still slay foids

 

[LiL 369]

Okay. I can't stop coping anymore. Every day is like a reminder that I don't fucking belong. My life fucking sucks. And I'm black. I've been taking some time to think and I genuinely feel like everything bad that's happened in my life wouldn't have happened if I was white. I used to tell myself it wasn't about color. Obviously I was an idiot. Yea I'm fucking recessed and hideous, but there's obviously more than that. I probably wouldn't have went through any childhood abuse if I was white. They don't really do that stuff... Right? If I was white they wouldn't have treated me like a mistake. Maybe people would've listened when I cried. Maybe the cops would have actually took the time to hear my fucking side of the story. No girl will ever find me attractive like they would a white guy. I hate being black so fucking much. We're aggressive, stupid, and inferior. I can't feel good about myself no matter how hard I try. It hurts. It hurts a fucking lot. I don't compare to any of my white "friends" at all. It's not fucking fair. There's nothing I can do. There's no point in trying. I have no reason to be proud of my skin. I never will be. Everywhere I go it's the same thing. I don't like seeing people badmouth blacks. I don't like seeing everyone say nigger. I'm too soft. Everyone's racist. I can't make friends. I should have just listened earlier. It seems like everyone understands the truth but me. It feels like I'm rotting on the inside. Being ethnic is a curse. Everyone will always see me as lesser because I'm black. That will never change. I can't even fucking scrub or bleach my skin or else I'll look even more uncanny. Everyone's right. It's over for blacks. Its not racism it's fact. It makes me so fucking mad. Why did I have to be born black?Nobody likes ethnics. I hate it. I hate myself. This is a white man's world. I don't deserve to live in it. I want to rope. I hate being black.

Met a dude from Nigeria, he lived alone since his 10 years old, he studied in england did 2 master degrees there and came to Portugal to take his phd, again alone (while doing minimum wage jobs), all this while his family was still in nigeria.

Imagine seeing people fighting for a better life for themselves and their whole family and then reading this nonsense, written by someone influenced by what they read online... You are so weak and pathetic, its actually laughable.

Self hating blacks and south asians are by far the most disgusting users of this forum, always projecting their own failure onto their ethnicity.